WonDeRfuL WoRld oF BeLLy

announcement

2009-03-04T02:01:00.004+08:00

to all those who have been constantly and faithfully checking in to c if there are any updates from this blog (which i doubt there r), thank u for ur loyalty but i have to say this, u guys really have nothing better to do ah?! haha kidding!! its been ages since i last wrote anything, had been pretty occupied with everything.. guess i also just lost the interest to blog, dont really c the point anymore after getting facebook (so look out for me there ya).. haha so i was thinking of just closing down this blog site, but then decided that i'll just keep it lah.. in case i suddenly have the urge to proclaim something, like i'm married or pregnant or something like that.. so come back maybe after 5 years or so lah ya.. as for now, my best wishes to all of u out there..

"The grace of our Lord Jesus Christ be with you.

My love be with you all in Christ Jesus. Amen"

1 Cor 16: 23-24

sick!!

2008-09-07T20:42:00.002+08:00

aahhh!!! my whole body very gatal!! must be allergic to the medication i've been taking.. have been very sick for 1 whole week now.. ok let's c, i've had quite a high fever, flu, cough, migrain, n now the latest to hit me, allergy!! so there goes my whole study week lah, spent not on studying but sleeping (should just call it sleeping/recuperating week lah).. aahhh i'm very frust now, my semester exams start this week, n i'm so not prepared for it (sounds familiar).. really thank God we only have 3 subjects this semester.. have to totally rely on Him for this 2 weeks, need lots of prayers.. plz..

on a brighter note, huey yu finally gave birth to a baby girl!! koh shu en.. havent seen the baby yet but i heard she's really cute
hazel: she's got a very nice shaped head (hmmm riteeee....)

more updates n pictures in 2 weeks time ya, patience.....

updates

2008-08-18T19:23:00.006+08:00

wow, havent been posting anything for quite some time d.. have been quite bz with studies n all.. anyway nothing much to report here.. ok wait, wanna share wat happened to me today

we've handed in our list of the final year project titles that we're interested in n after 2-3 torturing weeks of waiting for the lecturer's reply i finally got my title!! i was just starting to get worried coz most of my coursemates were alr getting theirs but me? seems like no lecturers wanted me :( so today we went lecturer hunting n i went to my 1st choice leturer Dr Wong.. btw i chose her for the topic, not for her, i'm actully terrified of her k.. 1 would be crazy to put her as the 1st choice, but i did anyway.. not sure y again, but i guess it was God leading me to take that topic lah.. so i gathered all the caurage i had n went in faith to meet her, this was how it went..

me: hi dr wong, er sorry ya, i was just wondering if u've alr chosen ur final year project students?

dr wong: ya
(with an evil grin on her face.. at this point the 1st thing that came into my mind was that, ok she chose her students d, but she didn't contact me bout it so i guess that she didn't accept me loh)

me: oh.. .. er ok thanks anyway
(just as i was gonna walk away, she asked me.. ..)

dr wong: y? did u put me as ur 1st choice?

me: oh, ya i did..

dr wong: so how?
(again with that evil grin!!)

me: er.. ..
(i was still thinking that she had alr rejected me.. so wat can i say rite?)

ok the rest of the conversation's a blur to me now coz i was too nervous that time.. so fast forward, n the good news is i got it!! then she went on to ask me some stuff n briefed me a lil.. she even borrowed me her precious 3cm thick research paper to read!! the fact that she did that gives me the idea that maybe she's got no1 else under her.. hmm.. .. anyway God was really in the picture n i'll be trusting Him to bring me through lah

ok enough bout that, here's a few other stuff for u all to keep in ur prayers

1) iba unplugged is happening this sat.. may the Lord's glory be revealed through this event ya

2) exams r nearing but cant concentrate on studying for that yet coz still there r lab reports to do.. so frustrating!! i'm predicting that i'll go missing from this blog for another few more weeks lah..

oh btw, abel, if ur reading this, u owe me rm34.50 for mummy's present :p.. went through the whole of jusco trying to find a decent jewellery box but i could only find this.. the rest were all for lil girls with pink flowers n unicorns on it.. so.. .. .. ya, i'll only be passing it to her this weekend k.. forgot to give it to her on sun :p

take care all

Copa IBA

2008-07-29T17:43:00.005+08:00

This year pkgh sent 2 captain ball teams to Copa IBA: 1 senior team n 1 junior team.. also sent a last minute futsal team (think there were 2 teams? not sure) anyway if u would like to c pictures of the event, u can go visit belyeong.multiply.com ya

so wat have i learnt this weekend? God has taught me to love my fellow bros n sis no matter how rough they can get in a game.. also taught me to forgive those who were er, weren't so nice to me n leave the judging to God.. i was reminded that He is a fair n a just God.. i practiced patience (lots of it) n with His help was still able to put on a smile, though inside i was almost exploding!! oh n i learnt that enduring hardship faithfully to the end really pays off.. y? coz God is faithful n He helped us win the fairplay award!! wohoo!! n 2 years in a row i must add!!

even though there were many "driven" n "passionate" players that day, i was still encouraged that there were some who apologised for being so "driven".. some even apologised on behalf of their "driven" friends which i think was really noble of them.. i rmb 1 particular girl who was trying her very best to control her other "driven" team mates.. for the whole time she would be pulling them aside n scolding them for doing certain "moves" n even at the end of the game still came to apologise to us.. really appreciate ppl like that.. but not all teams were so "driven" lah, there were also some teams who were just a pleasure to play with, example the all star team.. they were really a friendly n happy bunch.. even though they lost (kau kau) they were still laughing n enjoying their time.. it was such an encouragement to c that they havent lost sight of the real goal at hand..

so the end result? the futsal team won the championship!! yalah ok, we captain ball players didn't do so well.. in fact, our jr team kena trash teruk (few games even got 0) but still we learnt a more important lesson, which was sportsmanship.. even when others weren't being so ethical, that doesn't give us the right to also be unethical.. both hazel n i had to repeat that soooo many times to the younger ones, u have no idea how tired we were of all their complaints.. but they were still the cutest team there!! haha especially when they were cheering for us senior team, "port klang, port klang.. .. " haha simply adorable!! and most importantly, we learnt that He is a righteous n a just God.. He even had the patience to repeat that lesson to me a few times after Copa IBA until i fully got it.. how great is that?

hehe n speaking of being fair n all, i have to thank our referee, solomon for doing such a great job.. he's gotta be 1 of the best captain ball referees ever (not trying to ampu here, the game's over d lah plz) but still cant beat ann choo though.. haha she actually stops the game to scold players who dont follow the rules 1 ok.. u rock, ann!! anyway that day i was kinda surprised that solo wasn't being his usual friendly self, instead was so cold n professional throughout the entire event.. then i realised that he was just trying to be as fair n blameless as he can, if other teams were to c him chatting so nicely with us we're only giving them oportunity to find fault in him (like how we were complaining bout a specific other ref, hehe).. so after the whole event (ya, after we lost), he suddenly transformed into the joker we knew.. even accusing me of stealing their ball somemore, ish!! anyway really fair and professional of him lah, good

me like captain ball

2008-07-24T15:05:00.006+08:00

it was just another 1 of those days when u thought u'd better wash the clothes b4 the pile gets any higher n u get any lazier.. so after u do, u go out n hang the clothes.. then u take a look at the sky n it's about to rain, any time now (ya i know, should've looked at the sky 1st rite).. then comes the question of whether God is testing ur faith n u should leave the clothes out in faith or just use ur common sense n keep the clothes in.. call me lacking of faith but i kept the clothes in n went out..

then it was another 1 of those times when ur driving to the church compound to have a game of captain ball n u receive calls asking if the practice is still on anot.. coz obviously, u'd be crazy to think it wont rain.. then as u pray n decide whether to go on with the practice anot, it starts to drizzle.. n u get a lil frustrated coz ur not even supposed to be in charged of this n every1 seems to be bugging u for decisions.. u've previously learnt that it's not ur role to be calling the shots here, n u've mentioned this to them b4, that they should go ask this other person, but ppl just dont get it!! could it be God testing ur faith? ur ego? or just the results of doing stuff last minute, again, not giving Him the best.. so wat do u do? well since ur alr halfway to the church compound, u decide to go there 1st n c how it all goes..

so once u've reached the church compound, u breathe a sigh of relief coz it stopped raining.. but because it had previously rained, the field was alr wet n slippery.. so u start to think of the kids' safety if u guys decided to go on with the practice.. think of ur accountability to their parents if they were to slip n injure themselves.. then as u looked up to the sky again, u'd be mad to think it wont start raining again.. so wat do u do? is God still testing ur faith? or does He have something else planned for u guys?

since some of the players have yet to eat their breakfast, n this includes u, u decide to go have breakfast in the nearby mamak stall while waiting for the rest of the drivers to arrive.. as u take a sip of ur warm teh tarik, u wonder wat's this big mysterious plan that He has in store for u guys.. why did He let it rain? He knows how important this practice is to u guys, being the last practice b4 copa iba n all.. then some1 randomly says something that God used to hit u.. since He has obviously closed 1 door of playing captain ball outdoor, stop pushing it n take the other open door.. so which door's that? duh, the indoor door lah!! there're so many indoor futsal area in port klang, at least 3 that u can think of.. so u suggest to win shern to go check out the places for availability since he's still "on the way".. then he gets back to u with the good news that the real sports arena is available at just the right time, n with student rate as a bonus!! also u get to check out the place b4 the competition next week

so u guys shift to the arena just in time n start practising.. ya, many didn't/couldn't make it for the practice.. but hey, it worked out just fine coz the younger ones could really take this time to train.. n they improved alrite!! more running, more catching, more throwing, more laughing!! yes, n u never thought u'd have that much fun after such a long fuss.. n ur reminded again of how much u love this sport, how much God has used this game to help build u up in the past.. n now ur seeing God's hand moving again as He build others up through this same game.. it's such an encouragement to c the younger ones open up, that u almost didn't realise the heavy down pour outside!! n then u take a moment to think that wow, God is so good.. we may not fully understand His twisted, complicated ways of doing things (well at least to us His plans seem to be that way lah) but isn't it exciting to be part of it?

so copa iba 08, here we come!!

cash rebate claimed!!

2008-07-15T16:49:00.006+08:00

so, petrol prices have increased.. n wat's the government doing bout it? well, they gave me a few sheets of paper.. n that makes me.. ..

rm625 richer!!wah, quite warm today hoh.. is the fan on?

mummy: u n ah pa really too rich alr hoh!! government give u money u still don wanna take ah?

well mummy, it's not that i don wanna take, it's just that the post office has been so packed!! 1 time i went n there was like 100 over numbers before me.. so, nvm.. .. n also add in laziness n forgetfulness.. .. em.. .. well.. ..

haha so after weeks of procrastinating, i finally went to the post office in carefour today.. n boy oh boy was it packed, but this time around 60+ numbers only lah.. so after getting my number i went to mcd to have breakfast.. good thing i brought my notes to study!! took around 1? 2 hours to my turn? i dono? who's counting?

so, my sincere thanks to all the tax payers out there!! keep on paying ur taxes ya!!

btw, don bother planning to mug me, it's all in the bank d :p n i'm not telling my atm pin code!! NEVER!!

one body, many parts

2008-07-14T15:53:00.005+08:00

1Cor 12:12-30 the church is like a body n we are all members of it as different body parts.. for example the eyes are responsible to see wat's going on, n the legs are made to walk so that the body can move forward.. now both the eyes and legs have different roles to play but are equally responsible to the function n progress of the body.. each member was made and equipped with their own unique features specific to each roles.. so if the legs aren't doing their job, they are accountable to the whole body.. n at the same time, the eyes cant be doing the leg's job just because the legs dont seem to be walking, who then will be doing the seeing? maybe the legs are having doubts on themselves or r just plain lazy, the eyes may not see the real reason rite.. the point is that the whole body isn't gonna move forward until each member know's its role, accepts it n does it..

so if the legs don seem to be doing their job, there's nothing the eyes can do bout it but only to trust on the Head/brain to do Its part.. even if the legs asks for help in the task of walking, the eyes have to learn to say no at times coz it will affect its role in seeing n come on, eyes cant walk!! the eyes should only be there to suppport n encourage the legs, maybe even advise, but never to do the walking.. but sometimes the eyes tend to think that they can see everything that's going on n start to think they can n should "help" the legs to do their part.. no matter how capable the eyes think they are, they weren't made to walk, but just to simply see.. the eyes also have to realise that the Head wants the body to move forward more than the eyes can ever imagine n will eventually, in Its own mysterious way, send signals to the legs, encouraging, helping n strengthening them to move.. whether the legs respond n manage to pull it off, it's not really the eyes' concern.. all the Head asks of the eyes is to do thier part n trust in the Head that It knows wat Its doing.. the eyes shouldn't be comparing with other members or complaining bout the roles they were given john 21:21-22 Romans 9:20-22

so wat if the body isn't moving? maybe the Head knows it's not time to move yet? maybe the legs have not built enough strength to run the long and tiring race? maybe the legs have been running too much n needs some rest? maybe the eyes have been misled for too long now that they have to help out in the walking instead of concentrating on the seeing part.. only the Head knows n the eyes have to stop bossing the legs around, got it eyes?!

-_-''

2008-07-04T19:21:00.003+08:00

i have succumbed to peer pressure n signed up for facebook.. .. .. ..

how great Thou art!!

2008-07-01T00:51:00.004+08:00

Ezekiel 1:4-5
4 I looked, and I saw a windstorm coming out of the north—an immense cloud with flashing lightning and surrounded by brilliant light. The center of the fire looked like glowing metal,
5 and in the fire was what looked like four living creatures.

Ezekiel 1:26-28
26 Above the expanse over their heads was what looked like a throne of sapphire, [f] and high above on the throne was a figure like that of a man.
27 I saw that from what appeared to be his waist up he looked like glowing metal, as if full of fire, and that from there down he looked like fire; and brilliant light surrounded him.
28 Like the appearance of a rainbow in the clouds on a rainy day, so was the radiance around him. This was the appearance of the likeness of the glory of the LORD. When I saw it, I fell facedown, and I heard the voice of one speaking.

How awesome is that!! (read the whole chapter for full awesome effect).. recently God has been revealing Himself to me as a mighty, holy n awesome God.. just last week we were talking bout the holiness of God.. i was reminded on how holy and powerful our God really is (not that we can truly grasp it) n it was then that i come to realise how guilty, vile n totally helpless i am.. how silly i was to question God bout His ways.. how prideful i was to put myself higher than i ought to, in fact to even put myself in the picture!!

so anw, yesterday during sunday bible study we had a sharing session n we briefly shared how biology/physics/chemistry/maths/whatever made us truly appreciate Him as the mighty Creator..

win shean: u c ah, physics ah.. .. .. ..(some nerdy, boring stuff, u don wanna know).. .. so through physics we can really c how great God is as a Creator (he said something like that lah, i was too bz preparing my points for bio so wasn't really listening :p )

hazel: i appreciate God when i do maths.. "God help me!!"
(i feel u sista!! biology still rocks more than physics btw :p )

then that night during gospel meeting we saw God as the mighty One who created all the gigantic, beautiful stars and planets.. yet He paid so much attention and details on us humans itself.. oh btw 1 interesting thing i learnt that night was bout laminin!! yeah laminin's awesone!! (so.. .. .. wat's laminin? google it lah) it's a glycoprotein that sorta holds our cells together n bla bla bla.. (really, google it plz!! must must see the picture!! i dont care!! n u say bio's boring?) so basically there r like millions of these little crosses inside our body, holding us together, how awesome's our God!!

col 1:15-20
15He is the image of the invisible God, the firstborn over all creation.
16For by him all things were created: things in heaven and on earth, visible and invisible, whether thrones or powers or rulers or authorities; all things were created by him and for him.
17He is before all things, and in him all things hold together.
18And he is the head of the body, the church; he is the beginning and the firstborn from among the dead, so that in everything he might have the supremacy.
19For God was pleased to have all his fullness dwell in him,
20and through him to reconcile to himself all things, whether things on earth or things in heaven, by making peace through his blood, shed on the cross.

n so this comes to mind..

psalm 8:3-5
3 When I consider your heavens, the work of your fingers, the moon and the stars, which you have set in place,
4 what is man that you are mindful of him, the son of man that you care for him?
5 You made him a little lower than the heavenly beings [c] and crowned him with glory and honor.

n so wat shall we say to our beloved Lord n Savior?

jude 1:24-25
24 To him who is able to keep you from falling and to present you before his glorious presence without fault and with great joy—
25 to the only God our Savior be glory, majesty, power and authority, through Jesus Christ our Lord, before all ages, now and forevermore! Amen.

reunions

2008-06-25T12:08:00.007+08:00

i think it's due to the hol seasons that's making every1 so nostalgic nowadays, wanna have reunions here n there.. haha 1stly kian heng, my secondary school friend ajak hui nee, nicholas n me to go sing k 2 weeks back.. i honestly thought he wanted to celebrate my upcoming bday or something but no woh.. ceh!! hehe anyway it's not in my nature to pay to be able to sing actually, but for the sake of listening to their beautiful voices again, oklah!!

then hoc mun organized the rbs04 reunion in mid valley 2 days ago.. haha it was great seeing u guys again.. to break the ice, they passed a piece of paper around with some questions on it n every1 had to kena jadi to answer them (n darren's interrogative questions)!! haha when it came to the question "single?" most of us went shy all of a sudden!! haha so much for "single but not available" answer by justin.. n i think the highlight of the day was waiting for jean's super fashionably late arrival n the subsequent hug attacks!! haha dont u just love her? oh btw, sorry for coming late n all, was feeling very sick.. that night itself i got quite a high fever n suffered the next day (got excuse to ponteng class yesterday!!).. just when i was thinking of skipping class again today, i woke up feeling all well, surprisingly (so got no excuse to skip class!! thank n blame God for that :P) oh rmb this guys? try to spot ur names in there.. self-obsessed Anderson must write his name SOOO big right in the middle, ceh.. n notice the hebrew/greek (no idea) words by peter chang

was thinking of wearing it to the reunion but.. .. .. .. dont ask y.. .. .. .. ok if u must insist, it's a lil too tight ok!! bel's belly showing!! sheesh!! (alvin ding!! u tercacared my name!!)

then this coming sat, joanne teh is organizing a reunion for us ex a-levels students from tar college.. again to mid valley!! wow, it's been so long since i last saw any of them (except dot lah, just 3 hours ago) hehe looking forward to that..

for more pics, plz visit belyeong.multiply.com, starting to get the hang of that site hehe

oh also wanna take this opportunity to wish all june babies a blessed birthday!! u know who u r, so no need to mention names here.. big HUGS to u all ya!!

drama over

2008-06-16T20:46:00.002+08:00

wow after reading my previous post again, i realised that i sounded very the drama lah.. haha well when i wrote it, i was going through some tough time n was very disappointed with myself, so was abit emo lah.. hehe sorry for scaring u guys ya.. anyway after awhile not bloggin, my pride is slowly under control now.. thanks for ur prayers.. n because of that, maybe i should blog less..

at the meantime if u want any recent pictures that i might have taken of u, plz visit belyeong.multiply.com to get it.. i repeat, for the RECENT photos only ya, i cant promise the older ones though, sorry.. but i''ll try to dig out n upload it k.. btw, is multiply an ok site to share pictures? i dono? i just simple create 1 coz i really dono how to pass the pictures around lah.. i IT buta -_-''.. so oklah, till then, ta

to be continued.. ..

2008-05-08T00:04:00.003+08:00

pride is a very dangerous n damaging sin.. just look at wat happened to satan coz of pride? recently the Lord has opened my eyes to see how prideful i am.. it's nothing new, i've always been fully aware of my pride, even embraced it sometimes.. i mean who doesn't like the feeling of being some1 important? but throughout the years i've tried to hide it, control it, n i think it's time for me to fully surrender this weakness of mine in total abandonment to the Lord.. He has shown me just how ugly this pride has made me to become.. when we really think bout it, just imagine how disgusted God must be feeling everytime we brag bout something we think we have.. but in fact everything that we think we have, even this fragile life of ours was so graciously given by Him.. i really wonder how God can tahan us humans.. n u know wat? this blog has not helped me in this pride issue at all.. in fact it has only tempted me all the more to post up stuff to deceive ppl bout how "great" n "humble" i am.. i mean, wat's the point of blogging bout, for example, my day out wit friends watching movies (was thinking of blogging bout it) well deep inside, my motive of wanting to do so is to show every1 reading that i have plenty of friends, that i'm a person who knows how to have fun, that i'm cool.. n by doing so, i'm only feeding my pride.. it got so serious that everytime anything interesting happens, i'm alr thinking of how to blog bout it, n how this is gonna deceive ppl into thinking that i'm living a fairytale life.. when i first started blogging, i used the excuse of blogging as a means of telling old friends how i'm doing, wat i've been up to, n even as an encouragement to those reading it, in hopes of glorifying God in the events of my life.. but pride took over n i'm now writing to show off how "great" my life is.. so fellow blog readers, i apologize for all the deceit that i've been crapping in here.. ya, when we really think bout it, it's all just crap!! rubbish, isn't it? so until i've learnt to fully surrender this damaging pride of mine into His hands, i think it's best that i stop blogging for awhile.. plz pray for me ya.. i'm boldly coming out n sharing this coz i cant handle this myself, i need ur prayers.. thank u all for ur support..

1 more.. .. ..

2008-05-04T23:25:00.005+08:00

i should really stop doing this.. ya this, me, blogging in the middle of my exams.. well actually i still have 1 last paper tmr morning, but not really important lah, it's moral.. haha, most of the stuff that were taught in moral, we've alr learnt in ethics eg, utilitarianism, relativism, categorical imperative etc.. .. sounds very canggih rite? actually very simple theories only lah, ppl just like to make things complicated.. so they've basically translated the whole thing to bm n added some other common sense stuff like how to solve conflict n so on.. well i still think our Bible gives the best solution for all the ethical problems we face in this world.. if only ppl would read it..

so how's my exams so far? i think i'm gonna fail my genetics paper.. in fact i think history will repeat itself, n like our senoirs b4 us, more than 50% of students will fail this paper again.. haha when we came out from the exam hall, every1 was so expressive, never seen every1 so lively b4.. of coz they were busy complaining n condemning the whole world lah.. me? i just came out laughing, no, not coz i did well, neither was i crazy.. i was just happy that i'm not alone.. if i were to fail this paper, we were all gonna together-gether fail this.. hey i'm serious, even "dot the great" said it was impossible to finish it in time.. even talking bout protesting n all.. oh well, it's out of our hands n into His will now..

on a lighter note, pkgh (finally) won a match against agape 7-2 for the football league.. wohoo!! i actually went to the arena, thinking of going to support the guys today.. but
problem 1) not too sure of the way there.. hehe but thank God terserempak with colin n ser young on the way so i followed them there
problem 2) when i reached there, it was 3+ n only THEN did i find out that pkgh match is at 5.. so aiyah, go back study lah.. petrol.. .. ..

anyway, tmr being our last paper, we're planning to go watch ironman.. i so long to watch movies!! oh speaking of which, wanna share something very lame.. was chairing ss today so as i was flipping through the transparencies, choosing the songs, there was 1 song that goes "in the house n out of door, washing shoes n scrubbing floor, washing, IRONing, brewing tea, sometimes making capati/wantan mee.. .. " notice the IRONing there, well on the transparencies there was a pic of a cute iron.. n when mr michael n joshua saw it, they went crazy!! u know, ironman -_-" haih.. .. nvm, bcoz of them i didn't choose that song.. .. but hey wat a coincidence, we did sing "peter n john went to pray, they met a LAME man on the way.. .. .." this song is dedicated to both of u!! (the 1st 2 lines only lah ya)

in conclusion b4 i go back to my books,
"i do it all for Jesus. He did so much for me"
"silver n gold have i none, but such as i have, give i Thee"

year2,sem2 final exam

2008-04-25T09:42:00.004+08:00

i'm in the middle of my exams now (1 week more to go) n i'm amazed that i can still find time to blog.. haih donolah, somehow this time around i'm more relaxed n am like, ah watevalah.. i'll just do wat i can n it's up to His will whether i deserve good grades anot.. at the meantime, this is my diet for the past weeks..

honey stars is a must during exams.. for breakfast n for snacks.. i realise i fall asleep easily halfway reading my notes so munching on something helps me stay awake.. plus all the studying makes me hungry!! as mummy said, "i prefer u eating honey stars than all the other junk food" so okloh, since twisties is out, honey stars it is!!

besides that i'm also taking something extra.. ..

about 2 weeks ago i felt a flu coming so i went to the pharmacy, intending to get some vit c at first.. then the lady recommended that i take vit b complex as well, since i'll be using lotsa brain power for my exam.. so okloh, have been taking 1 pill every morn n u know wat, i think it kinda works lah.. i don fall asleep halfway reading my notes anymore (instead i always end up online like now.. haih.. i think i should confiscate the laptop fr myself) it's also supposed to help with the stress, i guess it explains y i'm so relaxed.. but still it's not stoping all the pimples fr appearing lah, hoh hazel hoh..

so do continue to pray for me, as i TRY to rmb all of u in prayer ya..

23"Whatever you do, work at it with all your heart, as working for the Lord, not for men,

24 since you know that you will receive an inheritance from the Lord as a reward. It s the Lord Christ you are serving"
Col 3:23-24

introducing.. .. ..

2008-04-21T00:34:00.004+08:00

.. .. ng charrise (hope i spelt it correctly).. baby girl of cousin alvin (yeo wei) n wife jenny..a special welcome to the newest addition of the family.. happy 1 month old, baby dearie..

Getting high on God!!

2008-04-14T23:48:00.000+08:00

i'm so excited rite now!! y? coz walking with God is so exciting!! i'm too excited to even sort out my thoughts n write down the long list of wat God has done to make me feel so joyful!! it amazes me when i think that the Great and Mighty One would take time to entertain my silly random questions and to answer my prayers, especially when i'm not even expecting it.. n He also gives me such priviledge to be involved n participate in doing His work, to watch His great n marvelous plans being unfolded just as He so well planned it.. i'm also so excited to be able to watch the growth of others, n at the same time, i'm also growing (hopefully) as He reveals Himself to me daily.. there's no such thing as coincidences.. it's just so exciting!! i cant take it!! it's almost midnight n i'm still feeling so excited (no i didn't drink coffee today) i fell like going up to a mountaintop n scream "shabach!!!" (RBS04 students will understand this) or just sing "then sings my soul.... my Saviour God to Thee.. how great Thou art.. how great Thou art!!" dr aliaster mcgregor told us the true stories behind the verses of this song yesterday n one cant help but to burst out in praises to our Lord!! but unfortunately this is all i can do rite now (oh it's midnight alr) which is to blog about it.. .. .. oh well, good enough for me.. "shabachhhh!!" n to God be all glory!! any1 out there sharing the same joy? gimme an amen!! wohoo!!

ok ok, calm down.. .. now back to burning midnight oil for me.. .. haih.. excitement over.. .. for now.. .. muahahaha!!! (did i really not drink coffee today?.. .. .. hmm let me c.. .. .. no ah.. i must be high on God then!! haha)

29 march

2008-04-10T14:10:00.000+08:00

as requested by hwei, i'll sacrifice my study time to update my blog.. haih.. .. (hehe joking ya)

jacob's bday came n gone n it was em.. .. a very interesting day.. i had the whole day planned d, even had some reservations made.. it was supposed to be a surprise for him so he's cluless as to where we'll be going n wat we'll be doing.. ok so after my genetics test (yes i had a test on a sat morn, on my bf's bday) we took the lrt to.. .. .. *jeng jeng jeng*

we didn't take pics of the glorious food there coz the last time we came, the garang waitress marah us for taking pics.. .. *sniff2* so we took the next best thing.. .. us!!

he was trying to guess where's our next destination.. nyek nyek.. keep on guessing lah
so after stuffing ourselves with food (shall not show pics of our expanded bellies!!) we went to pavillion.. i've never been to that place b4 so when i was planing this trip, i asked SOME PPL for directions.. THEY kept saying "from klcc (convention centre), just walk straight and u'll c a bridge (wat bridge??), cross it n u're there".. ok sounded easy enough but when we were actually there, we were looking for that silly bridge, wat bridge, where?? argh!! so we acted like some orang kampung n ask for directions loh.. haih pavillion also dono where.. oooohh.. .. rupanya the bridge is some sort of jejantas (hang haw give bad directions)..

once we arrived, went to the lift n it stopped at the 5th floor.. n jacob not knowing where we were going, automatically walked left towards to cinema!! haha *eeekk* wrong place!! we're going right to Kenko fish spa!!

but b4 we feed our dead skins to the fishies.. the bday boi gets a shoulder/back massage..

he was very syok lah, but I was bored so i took some pics of the inside area which was quite pretty actually.. but then this garang lady started giving me that look so i kept the camera.. sorry loh.. .. ..

After his massage, we washed our feet n went to the pool.. took me quite some time to stick my feet into the water.. once i did, took me another few minutes to gather all my chi to stay put!! so geli!! ok so guys, meet garra rufa fishies, fishies, meet blog readers..

cant believe i'm paying for this.. ..

b4 this i had a mental picture that the fishes would be nibbling at the souls of my feet.. after all, that's where most of the dead skins are rite? as u can see, i really teo cha when those fishes came nibbling on the upper part of my legs rather than on the bottom part of my feet.. .. i know.. .. i have dry, scally legs.. :(

so after a nice relaxing day with lots of eating n walking, we decided to balik loh (had to catch the yf makan session!!).. so we went back to setapak to get the car n we drove back.. on the way back, it was raining quite heavily and we were stuck in the jam.. haih.. then guess wat happened? an accident!!

to justify myself, i wasn't being a typical malaysian to stop n take pictures ya.. ..

i was involved!! poor benji.. ..

n no abel, i wasn't being 9394 (translate to cantonese).. the saga claimed that his breaks tak makan n he hit the atos, which in turn kissed my a##!! so we pulled over at the nearest shell station n the saga decided to report police.. .. that was where the nightmare started.. so we spent the rest of jacob's bday in the police station.. haih.. .. long story cut short, it was a terrible, frustrating 1 1/2 weeks without the car.. had to go through so much hassle to settle the insurance problem.. times like these i feel very naive n useless that i dono wat to do.. haih just thank God that jacob was there to feel useless together wit me..haha also thank God that this didn't happen during my finals.. .. .. which is in 1 weeks' time!! ah i really need to catch up on all the time lost!! hwei u happy?? (haha again i'm kidding ya)

oh btw, no one got injured in the accident, don worry.. well no 1 except poor benji lah.. n the good news is, we got him back!! wohoo!!

O Sacred Head

2008-03-21T12:04:00.000+08:00

O sacred Head, now wounded, with grief and shame weighed down,

Now scornfully surrounded, with thorns Thine only crown.

O sacred Head, what glory, what bliss, till now was Thine!

Yet, though despised and gory, I joy to call Thee mine.

Men mock and taunt and jeer Thee, Thou noble countenance,

Though mighty worlds shall fear Thee, and flee before Thy glance.

How art thou pale with anguish, with sore abuse and scorn!

How doth Thy visage languish; That once was bright as morn!

Now from Thy cheeks has vanished Their color, once so fair;

From Thy red lips is banished the splendor that was there.

Grim Death, with cruel rigor, hath robbed Thee of Thy life;

Thus Thou has lost Thy vigor, Thy strength, in this sad strife.

My burden in Thy Passion, Lord, Thou hast borne for me,

For it was my transgression which brought this woe on thee.

I cast me down before Thee, wrath were my rightful lot;

Have mercy, I implore Thee; Redeemer, spurn me not!

My Shepherd, now receive me; my Guardian, own me Thine.

Great blessings Thou didst give me, O Source of gifts divine!

Thy lips have often fed me with words of truth and love,

Thy Spirit oft hath led me to heavenly joys above.

Here I will stand beside Thee, from Thee I will not part;

O Savior, do not chide me! When breaks Thy loving heart,

When soul and body languish, in death's cold, cruel grasp,

Then, in Thy deepest anguish, Thee in mine arms I'll clasp.

The joy can ne'er be spoken, above all joys beside,

When in Thy body broken I thus with safety hide.

O Lord of life, desiring Thy glory now to see,

Beside Thy cross expiring, I'd breathe my soul to Thee.

What language shall I borrow to thank Thee, dearest Friend,

For this, Thy dying sorrow, Thy pity without end?

Oh, make me thine forever! And should I fainting be,

Lord, let me never, never, outlive my love for Thee.

My Savior, be Thou near me when death is at my door;

Then let Thy presence cheer me, forsake me nevermore!

When soul and body languish, oh, leave me not alone,

But take away mine anguish by virtue of Thine own!

Be Thou my Consolation, my Shield when I must die;

Remind me of Thy Passion when my last hour draws nigh.

Mine eyes shall then behold Thee, upon Thy cross shall dwell,

My heart by faith enfold Thee.Who dieth thus dies well!

Paul Gerhardt

Jesus was nailed on the cross on a Friday and he breathed His last at noon.. (I think when it comes to my turn to breath my last, i would like to rmb the last few verses of this song..)

But praise be to God that Jesus didn't just die there, He had risen from the dead on sunday morning n that's what easter is all about, to celebrate His victory over death!!

Blessed Easter every1!!

fuu.. ..

2008-03-13T22:00:00.000+08:00

finally got a chance to breath in some air n wat do i do? blog.. .. .. .. -_-'' fuu.. .. .. ok finish breathing d, gotta go back to studies now.. btw i don think i'll be blogging anytime soon so u guys out there may be excused from visiting this page for a few weeks ya.. hehe.. but dont forget to continue praying for me loh!! fuu... ..

who's the 1st disciple?

2008-02-21T19:33:00.000+08:00

have been reading john's gospel for awhile now n i've found out many interesting facts so far, particularly bout the 12 disciples.. then out f curiosity i started wondering, who was Jesus' 1st official disciple whom He called to follow Him? all these while i thought it was peter, then as i read john1:35-51 i thought it was andrew (then i read peanut's blog n got his opinion that it was andrew also), but as i read on n compared with the other 3 gospels, i found out something different (i might be wrong ya peanut).. ok in the explanation will try my best to put everything in chronological order ya :) my brain's in a mess now so try to bear with me k

did u know.. .. .. (ok if u alr knew, just read on n entertain me lah) john the baptist had 2 particular disciples who eventually followed Jesus? andrew n another 1's not named.. but seeing the way john writes this gospel with full humility, not even mentioning his name, it's quite possible that the other fellow is john himself.. but this is just a MAYBE ya.. in john1:39, Jesus told them (andrew n the other guy) to come n c the place He was staying, n the 1st thing andrew did was to bring his brother peter to Jesus, then they spent the day together (whether peter was there with them the whole day anot i'm not too sure though).. the next day Jesus found philip n said "Follow Me" (which He didn't say the pervious day to any of them) then philip called nathanael n so on.. so technically andrew (and possibly john) could or could not be Jesus' 1st followers.. well it depends on how the reader interpretes it i guess.. but i dont think they r the 1st disciples Jesus called because these happened before john the baptist was put in prison.. n if we compare with the other gospels like mark1:14-20, Jesus was by the sea of galilee/gennesaret where He officially called peter, andrew, james n john to follow Him when they were fishing (this happened after john the baptist was in prison) so i'm guessing that at the 1st situation, andrew, peter (n possibly john) probably had the whole day to listen Jesus' teachings and believed but weren't ready to follow Him yet.. peter especially still had issues of him being a sinful man (luke 5:8) maybe that's y Jesus didn't ask them to follow Him yet.. so i wouldn't consider 2 or 3 of them Jesus' 1st disciples but maybe philip should be the 1st? (i'm open for discussion bout his ya) n anyway if peter, andrew (n possibly john) had followed Jesus in the 1st place, they would'nt have gone back fishing again rite?

oh btw it's also interesting to note the relationships between these 4 fishermen.. in luke5:1-11, the author explains that peter n andrew r brothers, n that they are fishing patners with the brothers james n john.. both their boats were next to each other.. so these 4 must have been very close buddies then.. n if i get this correctly, andrew n john are fellow followers of john the baptist so they must have alr been anticipating the coming of the promised Messiah and shared this news with their brothers respectively.. n i've always wondered how those fishermen could have such faith to just drop everything at that instance to follow Jesus.. now i know that God was alr preparing them through the teachings of john the baptist and both times when Jesus spent with them in john1:39 n luke5:1-3 where Jesus was teaching the crowds from their boat.

my conclusion is, our God is such a great Author!! though in 1 gospel the story may seem to have missing pictures, we can always find the missing puzzles somewhere else.. add them all together, we have the complete Word of God.. although many men of God throughout the ages, fr different backgrounds contributed to the writing of the Bible, it never contradicts itself because at the end of the day, they were all inspired by the same Holy Spirit.. praise be to the 1 who has the Words of eternal life!! john6:68

ps, if u havent been reading ur Bible lately, well God may be saying to u now.. "OPEN UR BIBLE N READ!!)

Vday

2008-02-15T19:40:00.000+08:00

dono wat's this? patience.. ..

no matter how much he tries to suck in, he's still f.a.t. rite? sshhh..

got a confession to make.. i totally forgot bout valentine's day.. .. .. only last tuesday did i realise it's in 2 days' time!! oh no!! n i didn't get anything for jacob!! darn vday!! must we celebrate it ah? i dont c the point!! anyway then i remembered that i alr gave him his vday's giff *phew*.. i mentioned b4 that this tshirt is/was my anniversary/cny/valentine's gift to him.. haha all 3 ocassions fell on the 1st half of feb itself, so got him 1 gift to cover it all.. 3 in 1 good wat!! think i'm not romantic? hey he wanted to get me a laptop cooler thingy for valentines k.. n he somemore brought me to that shop to buy in front of me leh!! (but i didn't want lah, didn't think it was necessary, so expenssive somemore) ya useful n practical i know, but wat, is he gonna get me a rice cooker next? haha oh well i'll just have to cont being kiam siap n make stuff for him lah then :p oh no, just remembered that his bday's next month.. .. .. -_-'' any ideas?

hehe no matter how clueless he can get bout relationships, i still think he's great coz he's willing to learn n change for the better.. now my question is, we've been together for like wat, er.. .. .. (counting).. .. .. 3 years d.. so how long does it take for him to realise that i don exactly love stuffed toys in the car?? esh!! the myvi's like a toy shop now!! anyway as i was saying, he may not be perfect but then again neither m i.. i'm just really thankful that i have such a loving n lovable person like him in my life.. so thank u for always being there for me ya..

oops lost focus on wat i wanna blog bout d!! anyway wanted to wish every1 out there a very blessed valentine's day!! cont to love n cherish every1 God has put into ur life k..

"9 As the Father has loved me, so have I loved you. Now remain in my love.

10 If you obey my commands, you will remain in my love,

just as I have obeyed my Father's commands and remain in His love.

11 I have told you this so that my joy may be in you and that your joy may be complete.

12 My command is this: Love each other as I have loved you.

13 Greater love has no one than this, that he lay down his life for his friends."

-john 15:9-13-

cny08

2008-02-13T20:29:00.000+08:00

how did i spend the 1st few days of cny? well the eve was of coz family reunion dinner.. this year we did something different.. instead of gathering in grandma's house, we went to hi tien lo (chinese restaurant) for dinner.. darn, didn't take pics.. surprisingly the food's not that great lah.. kinda bad actually..

then the next day was of coz cny celebration in grandma's house where we kids (ya i'm still a kid) received the long awaited ang pows!! hehe darn, also got no pics.. anyway guess wat was the 1st thing i did after reaching grandma's house? no it wasn't to wish every1, but to run straight to the toilet!! (a word of advice to all klang ppl, don ever go hi tien lo during cny!!) i had diarrhoea at the very 1st day of cny!! it was so bad that at times i thought i was gonna faint leh.. hehe too much details? anyway really thank God it was over!! ppl say that the 1st day of cny reflects wat kinda year ur gonna have rite? oh great.. .. .. hehe thank God for 1Tim4:4

On the 2nd day, jacob came down klang for the 1st half of the day.. managed to catch mummy b4 she left to pd (father went the day b4 d).. few of our relatives were planning to go there for the weekend so mummy had to play host.. but i stayed back n went visiting with some of the youths instead.. 1st destination, andrew lee's house for makan!! wat's cny without food rite?

This is nanthini with paws.. cute!!

after lunch we played uno n boogle

Then we took an incomplete group pic, some of the guys were still outside playing ball or with paws haih..

next destination, unc seong eng's house.. over there we loh yee sang!! yay!! aunty soh chin threaten us to finish it all, if not no straight A's for us (rachel) :(

after that more rounds of uno.. ..

we only visited 2 house that day.. so after that, jacob n i went to kajang loh.. had sushi king for dinner.. nice.. .. but tak cukup lah.. anyway the next day (3rd day) we went for more house visitations, this time to unc philip's house for more makan!!

followed by another round of uno.. .. getting very sien of uno lah.. oh 1 time chiaw min had these cards.. chunted rite?

then aunty jenny n chee how prepared some bible quiz for us.. so we split into 2 groups, guys vs girls (typical brethren).. haha well the guys asked for it n they ended up loosing bad!! (also coz we had lotsa help from a few aunties lah) hehe but it was fun!! oh n then chai shen drop by for awhile!! hehe it was unc soon leong all dressed in red with cool shades on.. darn, no pic of him!!

then next destination was to unc peter's house.. there we got quite fed up of uno d.. so we played.. .. .. .. er.. .. .. hehe nothing bad lah, just blackjack n chor tai ti only mah.. with supervision fr unc peter of coz, so there was no gambling..

the whole gang with meng jin missing in action (camera guy mah hehe)The 4th day leh, after sunday morning service, unc andrew lim invited us to his home for breakfast.. served us leftover food fr the day b4.. .. .. .. hehe but i didn't hear any1 complaining, food's still food rite? so we went n makan anyway.. oh, yew tong gave us ang pow for the 1st time!! haha weird lah.. then after breakfast, we were off to unc hoi's house for lunch.. yes more food!! n although we were alr full fr breakfast, we forced ourselves to eat whatever we can.. cannot be rude, aunty jo susah payah cook for us d!!

ok got confession to make.. i've sinned.. gluttony!! oi i'm sure all of u out there need to confess too k!! plus cny's not over yet, not too late to repent!!

oh ya!! good news!! huey yu's pregnant!! another baby!! yay!!

last week

2008-02-05T13:48:00.000+08:00

having my cny hols now so i'd better take this opportunity to update my blog lah..

RBS 08 graduation was last thursday n it was great.. some of the students shared their testimonies on how God has used the experiences in RBS to change their lives.. it's so amazing how our God works u know.. through the performances that nite we could really see the unity that they had.. n at the end of uncle dexter's speech he gave all glory to God and i quote fr some1 that it was wise of him to do that.. so after the meeting, it was customary for all ex RBS students to have their lil reunions n pics taken.. sadly we only took this.. the rest of rbs04 ppl who made it that day but entah ke mana dah included mun yoke, su ann, the shah alam boys, kel-vin, angelina, hmm hope i didn't leave any1 out.. btw oooo, eubing staff of rbs08 oh.. .. it was great to meet up with old friends again, miss u guys!!

the next day i pindah rumah.. no not the klang house, but the rented condo in setapak.. to those who dont know, i rent a place in alpha condo, near utar n i share a master room with 3 other girls.. no offense girls, but 4 in a room's a lil too crowdy for me.. plus, all 4 of us had different bedtimes n study habits, eg ms X studies late nite n ms Y cant sleep with lights on, ms W studies with music on n ms Z cant concentrate with music on etc.. u know wat i mean rite, so i guess it would be better if i find a single room where i can really sit down n study in peace without disturbing any1.. hehe gonna miss u girls lah.. anyway i shifted to a single room on the 11th floor last friday.. para-para kuli included dot, christina n jacob of coz, thanks guys.. oh i also borrowed jared for a few secs, so thanks ya

1 corner of my new place

that nite dih haw ajak us to have steamboat in telepon.. jahat betul, b4 cny tempting us to break our diet!! but we happily joined in lah of coz!!

beware.. they bite when feel threatened (don't touch their food)
statue of gluttony!!

we were so hungry that we chopped off rowen's pinky to grill with lotsa butter!! ya rite

loh yee sang!!

puppy anyone?

2008-02-05T13:28:00.000+08:00

abel, we got news for u.. we have a new annoying lil puppy.. ahpa "saved it" fr the roadside somewhere in subang -_-'' i dono wat breed is it.. maybe a mix of a corgi n some other breed that made it so tiny.. no idea, never seen anything like it b4.. anyway the point is mummy n i think it's such a nuisance!! even princess finds her annoying!! (kept playing/biting princess' bushy tail, poor thing) yalah, cute lah.. but it destroys everything she can reach!! maybe should call it stitch the destroyer!! anyway we're persuading ahpa to give it away.. any1 out there wants a new destroyer puppy? she comes with a bell around her neck.. ..?

bday boys

2008-01-23T20:38:00.000+08:00

max, if ur reading this, which i doubt u will, blessed bday!! may u grow to be more like Christ everyday..
n also to samuel lee, if ur reading this, which i also doubt u will, blessed bday to u too!! glad that i was able to be there for ur surprise..

ok this we had nothing to do with ya!! we have proof that it was joyce!!

See?!

oh n we enjoyed our double date too, except for the half an hour hunting for parking lah

2008

2008-01-05T21:26:00.000+08:00

to all whom i havent wished yet, blessed belated christmas, happy new year, early gong xi fa cai n happy bday whenever it is!! personally i find keeping in touch with old frens is so hard lah, takes lotsa effort also.. so if i've been lazy to call u guys up, reply ur messages, etc sorry ya.. doesn't mean that ur not imp or anything, just that i'm lazy ok..

abel's gone back to uk.. so adios!! gau gau thak ceh, don get ah moh gf ok.. asian girls better mannered.. (apa kaitan esh!!)

just had our 1st yf meeting of 2008 n it was fun.. played curtain/blanket game n then split into our 4 groups, ok let me try to rmb the names we gave for the groups.. mark n chiaw min named their group "souldiers" waseh jigajengnyer, jeremy n sher lyn's group is "soul fighters", cant really rmb win shean n hazel's group name coz too sophisticated d, something bout turning lead to gold or something like that.. n lastly "morphlings" to the bestest, coolest group!! wohoo!! then had a short game of capt ball.. wow don rmb when was the last time we played leh.. anyway yf will be a bit different now since yew khiang just stepped up to be the youth leader.. kinda excited bout it lah, now we can have some1 to tai chi all the work to!! haha kiddin!! anyway it's really encouraging that he answered God's call to full time service even with such a young family.. salute!!

chung wei with his cheeky smile.. .. or annoyed face? haha we kept taking his pic

class is starting on the 7th.. checked my timetable d n it's not good.. almost everyday i have 8am to 6pm classes.. n the worst is.. .. .. i have pendidikan moral!! nnooo!!! haih no more astro for me!! have to gampate more this year to pull up my cgpa.. that being said i'm looking for a small room to stay lah.. can be quite difficult to burn midnight oil when ur living with 3 other girls in the same room.. oh well if it's God's will He'll provide rite? any1 know of a small room for rent in wangsa maju? budget rm 250 a month?

for the past 2 weeks i did.. .. ..

2007-12-21T21:50:00.001+08:00

just a summary of wat i've been up to lately

went to fraser's hill for the combined assembly conference bout 2 weeks back.. over there i enjoyed the view of God's beautiful creation.. got to know the kgh ppl a lil bit more.. saw many uncles n aunties shake it to the chicken dance *gasp*.. learnt fr mr george dawson's talks.. few of the younger ones accepted Christ (hallelujah!!).. berbonded with many of the campers through card games.. n the list goes on about wat happened there, but a few things didn't happen as planned.. like the plans to go for morning jogs, take pics (mum took my cam to hk -_-"), din get any souvenirs also.. .. .. well at least i got a leech bite for a souvenir (still itches till now!!).. overall i enjoyed my time, refreshed myself, n am looking forward to the next camp

abel's back.. n he brings along with him my not so new hp for christmas!! haha watever lah, 2nd hand ke, 3rd hand ke as long as boleh pakai.. don ask me the name of the phone, i have no idea.. anw i'm not gonna admit that i miss him lah, coz he only went away for awhile wat.. hehe :p but i cant deny that i enjoy spending time with my big koko.. back to those good times where i don need to pay for my food wohoo!! haha but he'll be going back uk in 2 weeks time, so expect many more eat outs!! (pic below was taken during yew tong n jin hui's wedding)

monthly trip to kg dusun seratus, but this time we brought lotsa food along with us!! was a special christmas treat to the believers there.. hazel bought some goodie bags for the kids while sher ren prepared some masks for craft.. we tried our very best to sing some carols in bm which turned out quite weird!! haha n believe it anot, lil janet baked 2 bday cakes n we sang a bday song to Jesus!! come to think of it, i've never sung the bday song to Jesus b4.. i wonder y we dont do that? i mean, ya, 25th dec's not the exact date Jesus was born n all but it's important to celebrate His birth, n how better to celebrate than to sing that song for Him rite? hmm.. .. anw, i got my 2nd leech bite that week there (gone r my beautiful legs) oh check out this video of 3 babies fighting over a pink pants n a belt-like thingy, it's hilarious!! just to show that stealing is bad!! must watch to the end ya!!

went to pd with some of the youths.. i drove the myvi there while abel drove dad's san yong.. the 1st day was mostly spent in the apartment playing cards n monopoly (ya i know, boring rite? n to think the guys stayed up till 4+ to play monopoly!! they really need to get gfs lah).. at night we had bbq in the dark with the breeze constantly blowing our candles off!! it was so frustrating!! haha but we had fun nontheless.. after that we sang karaoke of a mixture of hymns n hilsongs!! haha rach, ally n i kept hogging the mike.. so just imagine the amount of chau sia-ness that came out fr the speaker!! also learned a new word "imba"? the next day i had a morning walk n talk with God n it was such a wonderful time to be alone with Him.. God really helped me to be still b4 Him by providing such a beautiful swamp scenery, the birds chirping n the cool breeze blowing as i read psa131.. What a great God we have!! then for breakfast, we (11 hnugry ppl) finished 30 eggs, 2 big loaves of bread n a can of luncheon meat!! hmm.. .. finally went to the beach after a short session of christmas play practice.. at the beach we went for the banana boat n jet ski.. after that played n floated around in the salt water.. joseph said i got tummy.. .. .. .. anyway it was a tiring but fun trip.. just thank God that i didn't fall asleep while driving back coz i was exhausted n sleepy!! haha don worry non of the parents read my blog so it's safe to say that!! also thank God for the fellowship we had, really got to know each other so much more through the confession times!! nyek nyek.. .. overall no 1 got hurt or drowned except 1 particular person who got too adventerous n hurt his/her back falling fr somewhere really high.. haha shall not name names!!

on the way to pd jumping for joy that we finally arrived!!alyssa looks a lil heavier than andrew.. .. .. imba!!

at the back of the truckcheck out the huge mouse pad

seems like so many happening things happened to me within 2 weeks rite? well wanna share something that i just read..

"I asked God for all things that i may enjoy life. But God said no. 'I will give u life that u may enjoy all things' "

so enjoying all things n life it is!!

let's go to the zoo!!

2007-11-26T20:07:00.000+08:00

just a lil update to those who dono wat m i doing with my hols.. i'm currently doing my industrial training in the zoo!! yes zoo negara!! there, the 1 in kl ah.. well it's been a month plus now n i'm having the time of my life!! ya, i'm studying biotech n ya, i dono wat has biotech gotta do with training in the zoo.. but it was on the list so i grabbed it lah!! haha 19 of my other coursemates grabbed it too n we're really enjoying our time (well better than lots of our other friends training in other places.. heard it's very boring there)

anyway 20 of us separated ourselves into 2 groups, 10 of them training in the bird house n another 10 of us in the hospital.. our official job in the hospital is to look at shit.. haha really!! we're supposed to collect samples of faeces fr diff animals n observe under the microscope for parasite eggs.. doesn't sound that fun rite? but we also do many other fun things that're not related to biotech.. to summarise our experiences so far, we've been following the vet around treating the animals, ride behind the lorry to deliver food arond the zoo, play mother figure to infant animals in the hospital, hang out in the post mortem room n play surgeons (hey we actually get to cut the bodies up!!) and so on.. everyday's an exciting new day coz we dono wat to expect.. but when there's nothing to do (meaning the animals r fine n healthy), we either lepak in the hospital n play chor tai ti, gossip with the staff n drs, play ping pong in the canteen, walk around the zoo, or if we feel hardworking we'll help out in the kitchen where we chop fruits n stuff.. not to show off or anything but i've become very skilled in cutting carrots!! muahaha!!

well rite now we only have 3 more weeks of training left.. .. so sad.. .. no more free visit to the zoo, no more access to certain prohibited areas, no more kap-cai-ing the cool dr.. .. .. haih.. .. .. anyway, whoever's very free this school hol, come visit me in the zoo ya!!

I'M BACK!!

2007-09-24T00:03:00.000+08:00

out with the old, in with the new.. out with this semester's notes n in with more tv time!! wohoo!! exams r over!! holidays r here!! .. .. .. .. .. but y m i not happy? haih.. maybe it's coz i know i can do much better in my exams.. maybe it's bcoz i've sacrificed alot for this exam, that now when i ponder back, it's like not worth it loh..

bcoz of this "silly" exam i've missed the funeral of our late dear bro mr koh ting tiew.. also missed the grand sending off of my dear brother to uk (like the whole world went to the airport but this sister did wat?? back at home studing for the "silly" exam!!).. also missed a few get-togethers with old frens who came back for holidays.. n most importantly, i've missed alot of quiet time with God n it really affected my spiritual walk with Him..

i feel that i've lost focus (so much that i'm finding it hard to find n get back on track) but i thank God that He has been wooing me back these few days.. from the lil lil things that ppl say, to the big big things mr james khoo said this morning, i feel ashamed that i let my exams slowly change my priorities for the past months.. i'm really disappointed that i haven been paying much attention to wat the Holy Spirit is saying to me.. ya, a few times i got the message, but i kept giving excuses that my exams r near, that i'll settle whatever it is after the exams..

a lil example, a week or so b4 mr koh was called home, i just had this idea/feeling/prompting to ask the youths in pkgh to write short notes to mr koh, aunty soh hwa n the family, u know, to encourage them n all that lah.. but i kept giving myself excuses that mr koh's condition was stable, what's the rush? it can wait, i'll do that after my exams.. well.. .. haih.. .. .. too late now rite? hey, come to think of it, it's kinda funny lah.. just a year ago when mr koh was still able to walk around n all, b4 his condition got worsened, we youths did the same thing.. papers were passed around for them to write down encouraging messages but it took every1 like forever to finish writing it n pass it back.. forgot lah, no time lah, lost the paper lah.. only when his condition suddenly worsened that we quickly compiled it, but by that time it was kinda too late d (i'm not sure if he was able to read at that time anot, but aunty soh hwa said that they would read it to him) :(

so lesson learnt here, when the Holy Spirit tells us to do something, DO IT!! no delaying, no excuses, no lazy lazy all.. y do we wanna forfiet all His benefits n the joy of watching His hand move? as for me, i'm reminded that i'm only a small tiny lil vessel for Him to use in a midst of millions n billions of possibly more useful n cleaner vessels.. who m i to bargain with God if n when He has so graciously chosen me to do His will??.. time n again God has shown n proved to me that if i put Him 1st, i need not have to worry bout "silly" exams!! but i just cant seem to put it into practice.. so, an early new year's resolution: for the next semester, however bz i may get with studies, my occupation as a christian n a child of God is far more important than my role as a student.. .. .. .. .. as for now, holidays baby!! ice skating ring, here i come!!

KGC family camp

2007-08-26T23:02:00.001+08:00

When we arrived at HCC the 1st thing i noticed right after getting off the bus was the cool fresh air!! followed by the beautiful sceneries. Those who've been there would recognise this pic
overall the camp was great.. a relaxing time with lovely ppl.. just 5 days off from my studies, to focus on God.. n it was worth it!!

we went hiking on the 3rd day to gunung jasa n another mountain (forgot the name).. since the sceneries were breath taking, i'll let the pics speak for itself
On the peak of gunung jasa.. simply beautiful..
now... whose hand could that be.. hmm.... .. ..
throughout the whole journey we saw many different types of mushrooms
looks like some1 got hungry on the way.. haih.. .. ..
the guys in KGC are just something else lah.. here we have a row of gentleman helping us girls..
ya, the guys in KGC are just something else.. .. .. ..
our very enthusiastic paparazi (abang sly)
Max kor kor n the 3 princesses
cute lil chloe blowing bubbles
pei ling n i
sweet christine n i
Romantiknya (jacob n jaya)
on the 4th day we had an outing to the farms n pasars.. ngee zhen being very patriotik with his strawberry on a stick
was lazy to walk uphill to the "kasimanis" place selling strawberries.. so we ss nearby the bus
after the trip we had 1 hour to spare so we headed to Tee cafe.. this notice is funny.. esp the prayer for husbands n wives.
when we got our scones we were so excited that we forgot to take pics 1st.. here's 1 that has alr been touched.. yumm.. .. ..
On the last night the aunties n uncles were sharing their love stories outside the dining place n lil poh yen was skipping around happily until she saw a moth.. n guess how she reacted? for a sec she got frightened, then she gathered whatever courage she had to ask that moth "are u a real butterfly?" haha so cute!! then she skipped to abang jup n asked "is butterfly real?" after he explained some stuff (cant hear) she started to skip n fly like a butterfly!! haha she was so cute!!

the ride back home was terrible, felt like vomiting half the time.. this pic is 1 that we took on the bus back home.. .. .. er.. .. .. picaso?

from all these pics, we look like we had loads of fun activities rite? but actually we also had loads of sessions with mr George Dawson.. a speaker once said that if after a session the ppl walks out of the room praising the speaker, he has failed as a minister/preacher/teacher/whatever.. a successful speaker would be 1 that after the session, ppl walks out of the room praising God instead.. well all i have to say is, we have a great n awesome God..

HCC has always brought good memories where God was superbly real to me during RBS.. every morn He spoke to me through the birds, bees, flowers, wind etc n it was beautiful.. so b4 this camp i was determined to spend every morning like how we did during RBS.. unfortunately for the 1st few days it was so cold n i was so lazy to go out of the dorm that i did my quiet time in bed.. but on the last day of camp, i managed to wake up a lil bit earlier n get out of the dorm to spend some quiet time alone with God..

i read psalm99 n in vs6,7 the psalmist says that the israelites called on the Lord n He answered n spoke to them from the pillar of cloud.. so i went to the top floor balcony (for better view) to c if i can spot any pillar of clouds.. sure enough i saw 1 huge pillar of clouds!! but it wasn't a standing up pillar, it was sort of like a horizontal, fallen pillar of clouds n it was moving towards the right.. then i noticed something odd, the other nearby clouds were moving to the left instead, n it's as if that pillar of clouds were like an aeroplane flying the opposite direction against the wind.. mr dawson mentioned that the life of a christian is not easy, we have to face lots of obstacles in this world; it's like a fish that has to swim against the current (fish=us; current=the world).. he also mentioned that after this camp we would be returning to the valley n there the devil would be waiting for us.. so i guess God was preparing me to face the world n the evil 1 after this camp is over..

Then as i was gazing at the clouds, i notice that the pillar was moving towards a mountain n part of it eventually crashed against the mountain.. but instead of dispersing into random shapes of clouds, the obstacle only sharpened it's tip like a pencil n yet the rest of the pillar maintained its shape n was still moving firmly past the mountain.. it's such a joy that God gives us the assurance that we wont be tempted beyond our limits, n that He'll provide us with sufficient strength to overcome the trials n temptations that come our way.. once we've overcome, we'll emerge victorious, just like the pillar of clouds that was sharpened.. so as a sharp sword cuts through much easier then a blunt 1, the challenges that we face will only shape us to be more equipped n prepared to face the next challenges

HCC here i come!!

2007-08-16T09:32:00.000+08:00

finally decided to attend KGC's family camp after a loooong time of thinking.. reasons?

jacob kept hinting how happy he would be if i went (i missed the last family camp)
HCC!! cool air, cool sceneries, cool dorms with super cool double decker beds and cool food (scones!! pancakes!! aunty kam yoke's home cooking!!)
lotsa kajang and bandar tech ppl to meet
i really need a break from my books, so eyes from books to The Book (Bible lah, duh)
need to be refreshed in every sense; fizikal, mental, rohani, jasmani, u name it!!

i'm beginning to sound very selfish here, all about me me me n wat this camp can do for me.. hmm, need to go back n rethink my motives.. .. ..

anyway upcoming events to announce/promote:

19/8 - mummy's bday (in which both kids will be missing since i'll be in HCC and abel in KJGH youth camp) sorry, we'll make up for it!!

25/8 - EMF (evangelistic music fest) in pkgh.. somehow don really have that FEEL this year lah.. oh well do come k.. this might, n i stress ya, MIGHT be the last EMF coz next year there MIGHT be IBA unplug or something like that.. what matters is all of u out there plz pray k.. do ur part to help expand the kingdom of God, we wanna c ppl close to us up there in heaven rite? n a reminder to those involved on that day, we(i) don really care how talented u guys r or how well u guys play the instruments/sing/perform, the fact is we're just USING u guys for the Lord's glory (wah sound so manipulative).. ya, that's the truth mah!! let me put things in order, notice "Evangelistic" comes first before "Music" so our main purpose here is to win souls for God.. music ministry, showing off talents or whatever comes 2nd n enjoying ourselves "fest" last!! the sad truth is, we aint got nothing, sista/bradah (pic hazel snapping her fingers), whatever talents we may have, it all came fr God so use it wisely k!!

i think i don have to announce my exams/tests dates ya, it's never ending.. .. .. speaking of which, better open my books now

Repent!!

2007-08-13T00:20:00.000+08:00

i wonder if any1 actually reads my blog.. anyway i slept this whole sun afternoon n i cant sleep now so i'm blogging (abel's downstairs with his football again).. anyway wanna share a few verses that i just read- Isaiah 50

2 When I came, why was there no one?
When I called, why was there no one to answer?
Was my arm too short to ransom you?
Do I lack the strength to rescue you?
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10 Who among you fears the LORD
and obeys the word of his servant?
Let him who walks in the dark,
who has no light,
trust in the name of the LORD
and rely on his God

11 But now, all you who light fires
and provide yourselves with flaming torches,
go, walk in the light of your fires
and of the torches you have set ablaze.
This is what you shall receive from my hand:
You will lie down in torment.

To all saints out there who profess to know our Lord Jesus Christ, please keep in mind that although our God is love, He is also a God of wrath.. plenty of times we people tend to make decisions without first seeking His will.. ya it's 1 thing to pray about a matter/problem/decision, but it's another to actually wait upon Him, to quiet down our hearts to listen to what He has to say.. like in verse 2, God wants to be there for us, n He is/was/will always be there!! plz don underestimate His power and take things into our own hands, especially when we're dealing with God's matters.. It's our Father's house, shouldn't He deserve all rights to decide everything pertaining to His household? Already there r "christians" opening "churches" that accept ALL kinds of people and behaviour.. "christians" who tolerate er, u know wat, and think that whatever they r doing actually pleases God.. People!! Open up the Bible n read!!

Romans1:26 Because of this, God gave them over to shameful lusts.
Even their women exchanged natural relations for unnatural ones.
27 In the same way the men also abandoned natural relations with women and were inflamed with lust for one another.
Men committed indecent acts with other men, and received in themselves the due penalty for their perversion.

I don understand how some "church leaders" can graduate to being pastors/teachers if they can misinterprete or ignore this verse (and a whole lot more other verses on this topic).. i really tak faham lah, or am i missing something here? n so i wonder if they're actually opening "churches" for the Lord's sake or just to satisfy and accommodate their er, "way of living"? As i mentioned earlier, this is our Father's house, n we have to be very careful what practices we bring/allow into the place of worship.. Rmb, our God is a God of wrath, don't we fear Him? y r we simply storing up wrath on ourselves?? He didn't appoint us to suffer wrath ok, ppl, He appointed us to receive salvation through our Lord Jesus Christ. Before i go to sleep, last verse k.. btw i've come across alot of verses about being in the light today n since we're dealing with ephesians so much in our sunday Bible discussions, i'll take a verse fr there..

Ephesians5:8 For you were once darkness, but now you are light in the Lord.
Live as children of light
9 (for the fruit of the light consists in all goodness, righteousness and truth)
10 and find out what pleases the Lord.
11 Have nothing to do with the fruitless deeds of darkness, but rather expose them.
12 For it is shameful even to mention what the disobedient do in secret.
13 But everything exposed by the light becomes visible,
14 for it is light that makes everything visible. This is why it is said:
"Wake up, O sleeper.
rise from the dead,
and Christ will shine on you."
15 Be very careful, then, how u live-not as unwise but as wise,
16 making the most of every opportunity, because the days are evil.
17 Therefore do not be foolish, but understand what the Lord's will is.

btw i still wonder if anyone actually reads my blog.. hmm.. .. ..

cold weather makes bel lazy

2007-08-04T00:22:00.000+08:00

it's been so cold and rainy lately that it almost feels like up there in camerons all over again.. oh how i miss rbs, the times spent learning bout God, experienced loads of quiet n devotional moments just God n us up there for a month, separated fr the world.. i rmb unc dexter saying something bout rbs being an artificial environment, that the real world isn't anything like this.. how true it is, up there we were so excited every morn to wait upon God, to listen to Him speak to us and the privilege of Him speaking through us.. every day there's always something new and exciting to learn bout this amazing God.. His presence was always felt and oh what a blessing it was.. i do miss those times, though it's been like, 3 years? ok back to earth now.. haih confession time.. havent been reading the bible n praying consistently for the past few weeks.. i'm starting to feel the effects of not keeping in track with God.. just yesterday i was a lil off n moody the whole day just bcoz of a lil irritation here n there.. i've become less patient n easily angered.. sorry to those whom i've shown faces yesterday..

i miss God (not that He's gone far away or something but it's me who strated to become lazy in my walk with Him).. He's always been there but i was just too bz with my studies n all that i've forgotten all the joy n blessings of spending quality time with Him.. i miss how funny God can be, how exciting it is to be a child of God, to c His will working out in the lives of others as well as mine in His perfect timing, to just be still n listen.. i can go on n on complainng n whinning bout me myself n i but it should be all about Him rite.. God is the same yesterday, today and forever.. The God who made rbs so magical to us is still the same God who can do wonders today and tmr.. if only we take the time to listen n submit ourselves to His will, if only we're willing to spare a lil more time for Him; after all wat's all these compared to everything that He's alr done for us, even though we don deserve them.. He deserves all our love n devotion so let's strive to make Him smile.. I'm sorry Lord for my complacency, for my refusal to allow U to take full control of my life.. sorry to let laziness n studies get in between us.. sorry for all the grief i've caused, must have been very painful n frustrating for You to bear with my many attitudes.. so i thank u Lord for not giving up on us, u r great indeed.. to Him who is able to do immeasurably more than we can ask or imagine, to Him be glory forever n ever, amen

banana replublic

2007-08-03T17:21:00.000+08:00

Calling all bananas out there, we r forming a banana republic with tan sri chris (the 1 in the middle) as our president/vice president/secretary/treasurer and digi as the official line.. if u think ur a true banana, or even a half ripe banana, u may just be who we're looking for to join the ajk. All u need to do is drive around setapak n try to spot this yellow car below. When u do, scream to the driver (lai tee) "i'm a banana" and we'll give u a test to c if ur a true banana or a fake (like hang haw), fakers will not be entertained.. ;'(

(this is a sign that i'm over stressed.. .. .. .. :) don worry, be happy)

parents' nite

2007-06-29T22:01:00.000+08:00

Sempena my 21st bday, pkgh had a full course dinner for me!!
haha yeah right!! this was parents night lah.. for my bday the youths went out to some fancy place in our sports attire (after our supposed capt ball league with klang that didn't happen coz of the rain.. nvm got to eat earlier!!) .. unfortunately i don have the pic with me now so nvm lah..
A BIG THANKS to all who wished, called n smsed me, to those who bought me a lala shirt n a super pink bag (shall not mention names!!), to hazel mark n faith who got me a nkjv study bible (love it!!), to various ppl who gave me cards, a pair of earrings, a candle, a watch, a long pants, a body wash, ang paus (i'd so love to receive more of this!!) and 4 special ppl who took the step of obedience in the waters of baptism that day which really made my day.. *sniff2* so proud of u guys..

oklah now to parents nite pics..

The dinner was held outside the church building (field)

below we have 2 very good friends who share a common hobby.. .. ..

the kids got special menu!! fried chicken, french fries.. .. ..

kids will be kids.. ..

Elaine n i

oklah enough pics d, lazy to post somemore.. ta

2 days to yf camp!

2007-05-24T14:08:00.000+08:00

finally!! yf camp's here!! oh i just love assembly/youth camps!! will take lotsa pics with MY new camera (ahem ahem, early bday present fr family, thank u!!) n post em next week ya!! actually my class starts on mon so guess i'll have to ponteng 2 days of class!! muahaha!! (kids out there, i'm showing bad example, don learn k!) ok ok i'll write in a letter then!! mah fan betul.. ..

oh guess who casually came by the house yesterday to pay us a visit?

brownie was very rude towards our guest!! haha actually all 3 dogs went crazy barking at that big lizard but it cont walking slumberly to the gate, exit with style.. .. fuyoh!! know wat? i've seen this fella b4 in our compound, or maybe it's another fella, i dono, they all look alike.. the last time i saw it, it was slowly crawling down fr our mata kucing tree while all 3 doggies were asleep.. -_-" so much for guarding the house..

princess is so photogenic!! i think she's even more syok sendiri than rach!!

rach wearing jojo's hat posing with chia chern.. haha was going through some old pics n i just HAVE to post it!! sorry!! hahaha!!

wishes

2007-05-16T16:04:00.000+08:00

i wanna take this time to wish a very blessed belated birthday to janice (left) and hazel (middle) who shared birthdays on may8 n also an early wish to me (right).. .. .. yes!! june 17!! must rmb!! haha hazel's 21 alr, eh i mean only?? haha so better act ur age lah, don act so aunty/ahma-ish..

also wanna wish dearest mummy a very happy mothers' day (i don think she'll come online to visit this blog though) oh i wanna explain something, in this pic, mummy pulled my hand over to cover her "tummy" coz she said she's fat.. BOH lah!! no matter how she looks she'll always be beautiful to us, right abel?

marriage

2007-05-16T13:54:00.000+08:00

lately i've been coming across ladies who r having affair.. it really saddens me that nowadays not only married men r having affairs but married ladies too.. last sun during our discussion on ephesians we discussed a few pictures of the church (us christians), one of it including the church as the bride..

"Now as the church submits to Christ, so also wives should submit to their husbands in everything. Husbands, love your wives, just as Christ loved the church and gave himself up for her to make her holy, cleansing her by the washing with water through the word, and to present her to himself as a radiant church, without stain or wrinkle or any other blemish, but holy and blameless" eph5:24-27

how this beautiful picture of our relationship with God has been corrupted when married ppl commit adultery.. if it saddens us as observers, imagine how devastating it must be for God to c his bride straying away from him after all he has done to make us radiant and beautiful.. sad to say, all of us r adulterers 1 way or another but yet like the story in hosea, God still says "Go, show your love to your wife again, though she is loved by another and is an adulteress. Love her as the LORD loves the Israelites, though they turn to other gods and love the sacred raisin cakes." hos3:1

cant do anything else but to be in awe of our gracious n merciful God ya?

2 down, 3 more to go!

2007-04-27T20:08:00.000+08:00

just finished my statistics paper today.. surprisingly i finished b4 time!! n to my amazement i was able to do every question without much problem!! haha i suddenly feel so smart!! so this is how christina must feel all the time!! haha nolah, seriously it was God all the while, it was Him guiding my hands n filling my empty brain with formulas.. 10q 10q 10q 10q 10q 10q 10q God!!

n i was worried coz we spent 2 days in the oa village last week = 2 days of studying gone!! but it was super fun n so worth it!! it's such an encouragement to c both the oa kids n the bandar kids getting along so well.. i'll blog bout it after my exams..

2 papers down, 3 more to go.. gampate!!

oh btw i cut my hair.. .. .. again.. .. .. hahaha next time baru put in a pic lah :P

AaAaahHHhhHhh!!!!

2007-03-24T17:20:00.000+08:00

"No failure exist, only different degrees of success"

i guess my degrees of success not so high.. .. .. ms wong very evil.. .. .. dr pozi even more evil.. .. .. Ahh!! evil lecturers!!

My hand very numb d.. just spent 5 hours+ with chris(tina) in the lab to draw the slides (on a sat afternoon instead of going to yf).. esh dot pang peh ki n went lau yat!! dot, u very evil!!

oh chiaw min's back from ns d!! welcome home!!

oh jacob found his wallet d!! thank God!!

oh tmr i'll be joining the sgc ppl for breaking of bread n after that straight to bowling!! yay!!

oh i have lab reports to finish now!! darn.. .. .. gtg

oh btw, just heard the bad news that mr eric kirton has gone home to be with the Lord :( .. no worries, we'll definitely c him in heaven :)

"Precious in the sight of the LORD is the death of his saints." Psalms116:15

V'day

2007-02-14T12:30:00.000+08:00

i wanna go shopping.. .. .. ..

anyway today being valentine's day, alot of flowers n chocolates everywhere.. just now during statistics lecture, this guy with flowers came in n called out a name.. ah he's just the delivery guy.. i think it's very insincere for a guy to go through another person like that loh.. no guts to pass the flowers himself ke? anyway during lunch, there were song dedications n ppl clapping hands here n there, dono wat happen.. n this joker dedicated the "lonely" song to himself.. so sad.. .. .. so among the songs dedicated were "oh carol", "tell Laura i love her", "the last waltz" etc.. wah romantiknya.. .. .. oh n wasup with "la la la" songs today? u know the 1 where "loving u.. ... .. lalalalala.. .. .. du du du du.. .. aAhhhHHhhHHHHhhhhh..." eeeeee.. .. ..

haih in 15 mins i have mr pozi's class.. christina, hang haw, i ping, alfred and dono who else pontenging his class.. sorry i mean pontengED (they alr left).. sorry, not gonna sign attendence for them, hmph!! but i also wanna go back lah.. .. haih so difficult to be a christian.. haha nolah, kiddin.. so all i wanna say now is ching ren jie kuai ler (happy valentine's day) to all singles n plurals (as dot puts it) -_-"

i still wanna go shopping.. .. .. ..

accidents

2007-01-29T19:39:00.000+08:00

this morning i witnessed an accident between a kelisa and a bus.. i was making a u-turn when the traffic light ngam ngam turned yellow.. yellow mah, still can go!! then the kelisa behind me was supposed to stop at red but he/she pandai pandai cannot wait.. then the bus, that was at the 2nd lane also pandai pandai cannot wait, wanted to make a turn.. so crash!! phew!! thank God it wasn't benji (my kancil)
then today in chemistry lab also got accidents, 4 of them, maybe even more!! haha at the beginning of the experiment we heard like a glass shattering sound "kliang kliang" from 1 of the tables.. oh oh.. .. then after awhile christina said her boiling tube pecah in the beaker that was filled with ice (too cold).. a lil while later i "interviewed" eugene to ask wat he felt to have made it 2nd in today's list of lab accidents (christina + eugene = lab partners) while we were still chatting i heard another "kliang kliang" from another table.. oo oo.. .. then ting wei (my lab partner) came up to me quietly n sorta whispered to me that our thermometer broke.. i was like.. .. .. wat?!? do we need to pay?? phew no need.. rupanya after leaving the thermometer in the ice for so long, they took it out n left it on the table.. then hang haw (another lab partner) noticed the mercury leaked out.. oops.. .. .. so the lab assistant cleaned up for us.. .. thank u sir.. .. so after the class we cleared up n prepared to leave.. then i realised.. .. .. where's the stop watch i took? oh no!! (for thermometer n stopwatch - we have to write our names on a book b4 taking it n cancel after returning) n i wrote my name when i took leh!! so after looking high n low, ting wei and hang haw just cancelled my name lah.. don care.. we were late for our next class d.. haih i feel so bad.. i hope some 1 returned it for us.. ..

nuts

2007-01-19T21:23:00.000+08:00

oooo.. .. .. hazel has a secret admirer.. .. .. ..

so far so good

2007-01-11T10:19:00.000+08:00

it's been alomost a week since class started.. so how's my new year's resolution coming along? well really good actually.. ok let's c, (refer to previous post)

1) cf not started yet, but i went to the cf booth yesterday to ask when's the meeting n they said next wednesday.. so God willing i'll start attending cf from now on.. didn't really wanna join last semester coz, well got reason lah!! oh btw i saw the brochure n there were ppl from petra n setapak gospel centre in the committee.. so.. .. .. the teachings "should" be biblically sound lah.. .. ... kua.. .. .. but anyway the purpose of a cf is for fellowship, not teaching rite? after all, it's christian "fellowship"

2) friends ah, well there are still clicks n gangs in class coz most of them did foundation together in tarc.. so kinda hard for ppl like me who just only knew them last sem to invade their comfort zone loh.. so far, still many hi/bye friends but slowly lah.. at least i'll always have dot!! hehe btw she shifted apartment to my floor d, so much nearer now.. if there's anything, i'm only a scream away!!

3) uncle william brought this girl, elaine to church not long ago.. he actually met her in a bus station or something n told her bout the free tuition for her younger sis.. haha admire him lah!! anyway she's been coming for our meetings almost every week now n obviously we c an open door here so plz pray k.. last month unc soon leong bought a bible for her so b4 watch night service she asked me to explain how to read the bible.. it's really encouraging that she was asking questions, praise God!

4) last semester only jacob, dot n me car pool to class.. but this year we added another 2 passengers: hang haw n doreen.. hang haw is my classmate n he also lives in alpha condo so we insisted to fetch him also.. doreen leh, hmm funny story.. she got into an accident during the sem break n broke her left leg!! ouch, so her family was worried that she might not be able to attend class anymore coz usually she sits bus/taxi to uni n she cant anymore.. then *jengjengjeng* my father, who was her father's childhood friend went to visit them last month n the fathers found out that their daughters r studying the same course in the same uni, the same year n sem but diff class lah.. hehe so their prayers for her transport was answered.. now we've been fetching her from her condo in melati right to the doorstep of the class (well not right in front lah, she still have to walk abit) kesian dia..

5) have been praying with jacob almost every nite now, so far so good.. .. maybe we should ask more ppl to join us n form a prayer group.. hmm.. .. ..

6) i'm proud to say that i did my statistics tutorial yesterday!! finish u know!! wohoo!! something i've never really done b4 ;p haha but unfortunately i still fall asleep in class (even at the 1st class of the year!!) hey i cant help it!! mr pozi so dull.. .. zz z z z... .. well i drank coffee this mornin so i'll c if the caffein works anot..

7) no camera, so sad.. ..

8) er, not much improvement in my mandarin/hokkien/kanto so far.. but i learnt that dust in mandarin is called "hui chen"!! fuyoh, i remember!! but not sure if i remember the accent correctly anot.. .. .. hUI chEN? HUi cHEN?

gampate!!

bye bye

2007-01-03T22:56:00.000+08:00

haih so many ppl going/gone away these few days.. 1stly chiaw min left for ns on mon, then eugene left for.. .. .. er uk i think, somewhere lah.. then there's eric, win shean, sher ren n yvonne who left today for rbs.. tmr ivan will be leaving for switzerland i think.. cis, who needs u guys?! go lah!! "evaporate, u uncool people!!" (haha it's a line fr our christmas play) well actually things wont be the same without them, gonna miss em.. then me leh.. class starts next mon but don worry i'll still come back every weekend.. i just pray that mummy will get stronger b4 i leave..

chung en n hui en's mum (aunty luan) also left, but to some place where there will be no more weeping, no more pain, a peaceful place where she can be with her beloved Lord for eternity.. my condolences to u both.. i may not have known her but i'm glad that in her lifetime she has made a difference in so many lives.. how i know? well yesterday was the funeral n there were many who mourned her death.. when i confessed to a guy that i didn't actually know her, he replied that he knew her all his life.. then his eyes got all teary.. after a few minutes that poor boy was weeping :( oh man, i felt so bad for igniting the fire.. all these make me regret not knowing such a great lady.. so i was asking hazel, i wonder how many ppl will cry over my death? ok, -hazel---{tick}, -jacob---{tick}, my family members? who else, i dono.. am i worth crying over? well as much as i would feel offended if ppl dont, i don think i want ppl to feel sad over my death so don cry k.. be happy for me that i've completed my tasks here on earth n i've gone back to my real home (hopefully i'll get a 5 star mansion!).. but if any1 wanna feel jealous, well i'm fine with that lah!

after the funeral i went dating with 2 of my most fav people around ("don get ur hopes too high, i still think ur a loser!" haha kiddin, it's another line from our christmas play.. sounds like a very sadist sketch rite?? haha) so anyway we watched a movie n tried to find jacob a descent pair of jeans but failed.. of coz here n there we girls shop for our own also lah, last day of sale u know! discounts everywhere!! but never got to buy anything, wasted.. so later hazel n i took the ktm back n we had a long, deep sister to sister talk!! haha not gonna reveal wat we talked about of coz!!

oh b4 i forget, another person's gonna say bye, know who? me lah!! hehe tata

new year's resolution

2006-12-27T15:31:00.000+08:00

2007 is just around the corner so what's my new year's resolution? havent really given much thought to it, so i'll start thinking as i go on lah.. here goes:

1) start joining utar cf n allow God to use me in whatever ways He sees fit

2) make more friends in class n get to know them more, not just hi/bye friends

3) lead at least 1 soul to Christ, at least 1.. n make sure i follow up, dont just stop there

4) to make benji (my kancil) available to whoever needs transport around setapak area.. God has blessed me with a car so i ought to share God's love through it

5) continue praying together with jacob everyday, n stop giving excuses that got exam lah, sleepy lah etc

6) start doing my tutorials for once?

7) get a camera n take more pictures!! i'm alr 20, my youth days r flying fast so better take more pics while i'm still young n (if i may be so bold to say) beautiful!! chewah!!

8) improve my mandarin/hokkien/kanto

i'm sure there's more, but i'll stop here at 8 resolutions lah, 8 is a good number.. haha no point making so many plans that i cannot keep rite? eh i mean,with God's help i can lah..

"Commit to the Lord whatever you do and your plans will succeed"
Pro16:3

my heroes!!

2006-12-24T23:10:00.000+08:00

mouse!! argh!! don u just hate it when ur living in the same house with a mouse?? well try living with who knows how many mouse in the house that bite everything n make a mess of the whole house!! heck, they destroyed the washing mashine pipe twice!! so how do you get rid of them? we tried setting up a mouse trap with a piece of chicken hanging as bait.. but not working so far.. to hire pest control would be too mah fan n expenssive.. but turns out we dont need any of those options coz we have doggies!!
on the left is brownie, middle is princess n on the right is the mummy blackie.. (sorry for the bad picture quality) guess wat r they looking at? seems interesting huh.. ok lets have a closer look..

it's a dead mouse!! who needs cats when u have 3 superhero doggies at home to kill mouse n slippers for u!! my heroes.. .. .. speaking of slippers, last week we found a pair of slippers (just my feet size) at the doorstep.. not mine!! haha the doggies went out n bite the neighbour's slippers n brought it back home (everyday they'll bring back diff things).. maybe they feel bad for destroying my slippers, so decided to give me a christmas present!! so smart to bite both slipers back rite, n in good condition somemore!! haha aawww so sweet.. .. but they got bad taste lah, slippers so ugly!! oh btw, 1 mouse down, dono how many more to go.. gampate doggies!! doggie power!!

it's just a muscle pull

2006-12-13T20:12:00.000+08:00

update on jacob's condition.. yesterday we went to hospital kajang n the dr said it's most probably a muscle pull, not slip disc or some other nerve problem.. so don't have to go for mri scan.. phew, well thank God it's just that lah..

after the trip to hospital we went mid valley to watch happy feet!! n we made the biggest mistake to drive there, don get me started on the amount of wrong turns we made, so much petrol wasted!! anyway happy feet's so cuuuttee!! shall not go on talking bout the movie, those who havent watch it, go watch it!!

while in mid valley we met up with cheryl jie, phoebe n pui pui for tea.. after that we bumped into ah chyi.. hehe she's such a cute girl!! oh n i saw M from afar n he was with S n her sis.. let me take some time to explain my relationship with them k.. now, M is a leng chai who cheated on my churchmate n she dumped him for that (keji punya lelaki) n S is my leng lui neighbour who was a churchmate of mine but stopped coming d.. so i was thinking whether i should go say hi anot, but pai seh lah so i din.. but after thinking, wat 4 i wanna shy? so i turn back n went over to say hi.. managed to catch up with them but M was missing d, maybe he saw me n went hiding, cis.. so after chatting with S n her sis, we went our separate ways.. so i started thinking, what r they doing together in mid valley? never knew that they would even know each other.. dont tell me M cheated on my churchmate with S??? cannot be.. but then.. .. hmm.. .. beautiful ppl can be so complicating.. ..

oh btw, on my previous post i said we'll be going sunway lagoon rite? haih, tak jadi lah, nobody wanted to go.. oh n zel is back from camp.. i'm not sure if u remember anot, but just wanna thank u for patting me on the back that day, just when i needded it.. ur a really good fren, luv ya!

yesterday.. ..

2006-12-05T15:05:00.000+08:00

yesterday my puppies destroyed my brand new rm5 slippers.. .. i'm sure chiaw min might have heard me SCREAMING to them!! argh!! geram!! .. .. .. nvm i went out to pay bills just now n bought another brand new rm5 slippers.. let's c how long this 1 lasts

besides that, yesterday we finally fixed our automatic gate.. has been rosak since.. since.. .. .. so anyway we've been pushing/pulling the gate open/close all these while (now u know how i got these muscles?) n we're so used to it d.. even blackie (my dog, the only 1 i trust not to bite my slippers) also got so used to it that everytime now when we click the button to open the gate, she would start barking, thinking some1 outside pushed open the gate!! haha tak paham konsep!! ok so now the next thing to fix is the doorbell which has been rosak since.. since.. .. .. anyway all these while our doggies will bark when strangers come so we don really need a doorbell.. but if my aunties or those regulars to my house come, the doggies wont bark coz, well, kenal d mah.. so what they usually do is ka ki lai push the door open themselves.. now tak boleh d, so have to change the doorbell loh..

oh n yesterday was abel's bday, so.. .. some1 faster plan something to prank him!! not too late!! (feel free to call me up if u need an insider to pakat with ok!! *wink*) btw believe it anot last week i just received 1 of my bday gift!! ya i know 17 june (hint hint) till now, y so late only receive rite? jacob's fault!! he collected some letters/notes/cards from some ppl n compiled it together.. but then lost it pulak!! haha then found it last week.. so to those who wrote to me.. so sorry that i didn't say thank u or write back ya.. i really appreciate all the nice things u guys have to write about me.. i know i have not much of nice things to write bout, but thanks for trying ya!! oi!! y some wrote so short ah??!! y? no nice things to write bout me isit?? hmph!! anyway thanks jacob for all the effort.. just dont loose my christmas gift can d ok!! (or else.. ..)

esh just received a msg from hazel all the way from penang.. she'll be there for a week for penang bible camp.. i so jealous i cannot go, yeah rub it in zel.. .. .. oh well i guess sunway lagoon will have to do.. muahaha!!! tmr we'll be going there n hazel cannot go!! :P

m'sian maid

2006-12-01T21:22:00.000+08:00

i actually blogged about this before, but somehow magically it closed n.. n.. .. nnnoooooo!!! so here i am, a few days later blogging the same thing again.. .. actually since i dont come online that often this will be quite a long 1 lah, so brace yourselves!!

so what have i been up to these days? i'm now the chief minister of home affairs!! well basically being a maid at home lah!! em not that i'm complaining or anything, but the original plan for my 3 months hol was to work n earn some extra cash, i mean who wouldn't want money!! that day i just passed to my mum's clerk her salary(cash) n i'm like.. .. this could n should be mine!! haih, but have to stay home.. well being a maid isn't all that bad actually.. get to decide what everyone eats (dont like it, too bad!! muahaha!!), got lotsa time for my pups, the satisfaction of knowing that the house is in er OK condition coz i helped keep it that way n the peace of knowing that whatever i do at home, be it as small as washing the dishes actually mean alot when i do it for God.. ya being a servant (wah sink so low d) takes alot of humility n that's what i'm learning now.. everything i do, i can be assured that although my efforts may go unnoticed by ppl around, God sees it n that's what matters.. .. but the money.. .. ..!!

anyway who says being a housewife is boring? i get to go marketting every now n then to practice my hokkien.. hehe there's this aunty selling pork n everytime she sees me she'll be smiling n saying "mei nyui, ni yao mai she moh?" hehe heard that zel? ppl think i'm a "mei nyui" ah!! haha i'm so vain!! anyway doing house chores can be pretty exciting sometimes.. once when i was washing clothes, mummy asked me to dump a king-size bed comforter into the washing machine.. well washing it is oklah but to spin dry it, i have to transfer it to another smaller compartment n i really really doubt it can fit loh!! but mummy said it can be done so.. .. her will be done! so i stuffed it into that small compartment n fixed a disc over it to make sure it stays in there!! so it started spinning n spinning n well u get the drift!! then it started to make this funny noise, like it was gonna explode or something!! n then suddenly.. .. *bigaboom*!! ok cool cool, the machine didn't explode lah, but wat happened was the comforter was too much for that small compartment to take n it pushed the disc out so it went flying like ufo lidat.. haha don't worry, no clothes/machine/person was hurt during the process.. but exciting rite?? oh n check this out..

spongebob square pants with green cape ---> before n after.. interesting eh?
oh n before i forget i wanna take this opportunity to thank my backdoor neighbour n fellow church member, aunty yen for cooking up some treats for us (doubt she'll see this but we really appreciate it) speaking of treats, dr said mummy's getting fatter n better start loosing some weight!! so no more goreng pisang for tea time, eh i mean pisang goreng!! speaking of local treats, the doulos team came to visit our humble church n aunty siok lian asked if we wanna bring them out to makan.. so last tues abel, chee how, andrew n i brought the 6 pretty ladies to mamak!! wohoo!! spent like forever to explain what's nasi goreng kampung n roti tissue n so on.. at 1st didn't know wat to talk to them about coz these girls kinda quiet, so asked hazel to come along (u know lah aunties can be very talkative) but she dowan.. fine!! well it all went oklah.. after that went to pasar malam where i FINALLY bought a descent pair of rm5 slippers.. y do i need a new pair? coz thanks to my puppies, er it's quite cham d lah!! because this blog is rated U, i sengaja don wanna post the pic..

oh on a lighter note.. ok this is quite heavy actually.. but can some1 plz recommend abel a job!! i need him out of the house so i can hog the com!!

i'm buddha?

2006-11-18T00:33:00.000+08:00

just a quick update on my mum.. well the numbness on her legs r still there.. the cramps still there.. indigestions still there.. .. hmm other than those stuff i guess she's doing pretty well.. she's currently taking some pills to reduce muscle cramps but it causes drowsiness, when she 1st took them she cannot tahan so the dr reduced the dosage.. after adjustments here n there i think she's finally got the perfect dosage.. still going sjmc for physio 2-3 times a week.. so cont to uphold her in prayers k

took jacob to the gh that day n the dr suspects that he might have slip disc (hope i spelt it correctly).. from the x-ray his spine looks fine n all but the symptoms all lead to that.. so the dr gave him some pills n asked him to come back in a month's time to c how's his condition.. if it gets worse then he'll do an mri scan, if better, well praise the Lord!! at the meantime he's gotta go for physio, but since it's a gov hospital, the next appointment is like next month so.. .. .. haih, my poor boyfriend.. haha feels weird to call him that.. boyfriend.. .. eee!!

oh i found out last week that my religion is (n i quote) "buddha".. (btw isn't buddha a guy, not a religion?).. n guess wat's my race? cantonese.. .. ?? i know, wat?? is cantonese a race? even if it is, wa si hokkien lang ah!! abel used astro to check my mycard n tadaa!! well at least they got my gender correct.. so i went to get my race n religion corrected.. in about 2 weeks time i SHOULD be getting my new mycard lah, with a new pic n all.. aaww but i like my current mycard pic.. .. .. oh btw guess wat's jacob's religion? haha since he looks like a malay.. .. .. .. yup, u've guessed it.. no comment

4 reasons to be sad

2006-11-01T16:41:00.000+08:00

I'm sad.. y?

1) my primary school friend, kuan tat just passed away this morn.. last night i got a call from kian heng saying that it might be his last night.. so shang ping, him n i went to arunamari to c him for the last time.. he was in a comma with all his family members around.. he looked so thin n pale.. to those who dono him, he's been having some kind of sickness that bound him to the wheelchair ever since young.. he used to be so chubby n dark.. haih i'm so disappointed in myself that i didn't do my part as a believer to speak to him bout Christ.. i just hope n pray that God will have mercy on his soul..

2) mr koh's condition is not getting any better.. personally i've alr accepted the fact that, hey it might be God's will to take him home any time now.. so i'm sorta expecting him to go soon instead of miraculously recovering.. but then i realised that day that i'm either thinking this way or m i lacking of faith.. whatever it is, i'm sad coz mr koh's such a great man n his family's really down..

3) my mum has been having cramps/spasm/whatever u call it on her legs.. there, u know when u sit cross legged for long n when u get up u can feel ur blood rushing through ur legs? something like that lah, just that she feels much more pain.. whenever she moves her legs, even just a bit, she'll feel the pain.. haih, everytime it happens i would feel so useless that i cant do anything to help ease her pain.. but don worry, according to the dr this is not alarming coz it's part of her recovery.. pray that she'll be able to bear the pain

4) jacob's upper left thigh has been giving him problems for the past month.. i'm not sure wat's wrong with it, heck, he's not even sure himself.. anyway it hurts really really bad whenever he moves his leg, but now the pain's getting worse.. even when he's lying down n not moving, his leg still aches really bad.. so since his left legs's not working normally, he's been using his right legs more.. just saw him that day n it's really obvious that his right legs's more muscular than his left!! wat worries me is the pain he feels sometimes is unbearable, n i'm here in klang not able to do anything.. haih i feel like such a bad gf.. .. .. well my mum needs me more at home mah.. all i can do now is comfort him through the phone..

em.. .. .. ya so that's it.. i have 4 reasons to be sad.. y? not enough reasons ah?! well i guess it's good that i'm feeling down coz.. ..

"Blessed are the poor in spirit, for theirs is the kingdom of heaven.

Blessed are those who mourn, for they will be comforted."

hear that? i'm blessed!! (i'm so sad, have to consol myself until lidat.. .. .. -_-")

tired

2006-10-08T16:21:00.001+08:00

just dropping by to say that mum's fine.. her condition's getting better.. thanks for all the prayers.. also wanna say that i'm really tired.. physically tired, have been doing house chores n helping mum with her work.. there goes my 3 months of sem break.. .. "ling, do this.. .. ling do that.. .." (btw family calls me ling)

tired of ppl looking down on me.. yes i can cook.. yes i can jaga the house.. yes i remembered to boil the water!! stop questioning my ability!! oh btw if any1 insist in giving my bro a harder book to understand n me an easier book juz coz i'm younger then go ahead, i am after all the younger 1 rite?

extremely tired of drivers who donno how to put signal b4 turning!! n slow drivers, plz plz use the left lane!!

tired of ppl asking if i'm keeping fit.. NO!! i eat fine!! i just look skinny when i wear baggy shirt.. i guess i also have high metabolism rate.. so stop giving me that look like i'm aneroxic or something.. it's irritating

tired of ppl coming late to meetings.. 10 minutes i can accept.. but half an hour late?? have some considerations to those waiting plz!!

i'm basically just moody rite now so forgive me if i offend any1.. i better go take a nap now b4 i bite any1

mummy

2006-10-01T23:22:00.000+08:00

mummy's been in hospital for a week plus d.. started off with stomach discomfort n all so went to sri kota on thu to c the gastrologist.. then her legs started cramping n became numb.. dr suspected that her nerves got problem, so on sat she was transferred to sjmc coz sri kota has no neurologist.. after a series of check ups she was found to have transverse myelitis.. surprisingly wikipedia got details bout it lah!! oish!! anyway part of her nerve in the spinal cord was swollen, but after a week of treatment n physiotherapy, now she's getting much better.. back in sri kota she couldn't even move her legs, well thank God that at least now she can walk with the walking frame lah.. well don worry, she's strong n determined..

up to now, she's got sooo many visitors.. plus 2 sessions of physio everyday, she's so bz that she can hardly get enough rest.. haha only now i realise how popular my mummy is!! anyway to those who wanna visit her, plz.. .. no more fruits!!! gtg for now.. pray for her ya!!

Announcement

2006-09-14T09:14:00.000+08:00

i've finally cut my hair!! those who spend enough time with me would know that i've been planning to cut my long hair for a very long time d.. so do u know?!?! anyway i've been asking around for opinions on how to style my hair n some of the comments n suggestion that i got was:

keep it this way, don't do anything bout it (few anonymous ppl)
curl them (ser young)
just trim abit will do (few anonymous ppl)
shoulder length with layer (chui ling)

thank goodness non of my friends suggested me to dye my hair, shows that i'm mixing with the right crowd!! yay!! anyway ok so here's how i look with long hair.. nice n long

so guess which option i chose? .. .. .. .. .. ..

(drum rolls)

.. .. .. .. .. .. option 4!! i pick u!!

so here's how i look with my new hairstyle!! *jengjengjeng*

so how do i look? drop some comments ya.. oh btw, some comments i got so far:

look younger (everyone!!)
look like a lil girl (my dear brother)
nice haircut (yew tong)
"y u cut?!? long hair nicer!!" (sher ren)
pretty (jet - i tried to bom him back saying "oh so i don look pretty last time lah?" but he nuclear bom me back saying I am pretty, but he din say that my hairstyle made me look pretty anot.. so cut or don cut i still look pretty.. *dish!!* nvm jet, we all look gorgeous anyway!!
more hip (dot)
don like wat i did to my front hair (me)
look like that chinese fat lady actress who host alot of game shows!! (jacob.. .. .. ..)
and the best so far -----> "u give me a feeling of a 50 year old aunty who went through a makeover n end up looking 30-ish" (chiaw min) T_T" just say i look younger will do lah!!

anyway thanks to all who contributed.. if u havent, not too late to comment ya.. here's another pic for u all to analyse (sorry, i'm using a bad quality camera)

oh i must show u guys this pic.. makes me look like glowing rite?!? wow!! eh, wanna c my glowing foot?? the pic's in my phone, next time u c me, ask me to show u k!!

Teacher

2006-09-06T16:38:00.000+08:00

last sun was the 1st class of the new style of bible study.. we broke into classes (abel n me taking the f1 n f2 ppl) the night b4 that i was kinda nervous that i might teach some ajaran sesat, n we all know that teachers hold very great responsibility to teach the right things.. btw we're not teachers, just coordinators!! so i opened my bible n i ternampak a verse saying that at that time it wont be me speaking but the Holy Spirit speaking through me.. wow wat assurance

well the bible study went fine i guess, except that a 50 year old man n a 8 year old kid decided that they're 13 or 14 years old that day.. .. er nvm, no comment..

i may or may not be a good teacher, but ultimately wat matters is if we're willing to learn from the great Teacher Himself.. this morn i made coffee n to cut the story short, there was a cup stain on the table n ignored it.. at the back of my head i know i should wipe it as soon as possible coz duh, it was my cup!! but lazy.. .. .. so God taught me a short n simple lesson.. as i was reading my notes i accidently knocked the tabe n my coffee spilled!! so whether i like it anot, i HAVE to take a cloth n wipe everything that instant..

so the moral of the story is, when God decides that u should do something.. u'd better obey coz no matter how much u stall n give excuses, in the end His will will be done..

oh ya, 2 nights ago i confessed to God that i havent been tithing for very long time d.. i terasa when arnold brought the issue up during committee meeting.. so i prayed for God to bless me financially in hopes that i will have some extra cash to tithe this coming sunday.. (yes i know, wrong concept, but i was sleepy that time!!) n guess wat, last night whatever i had in my wallet i had to take out to pay my houseleader (water bill, phone bill etc..) n so ngam whatever i needed to pay her, i had it in my wallet!! the exact amount!! even the coins also ngam ngam chun!! after that my wallet so clean leh!! haih i asked God to bless me financially n the next day He took it all.. i think this is wat u get when u wanna give God the leftovers instead of the best.. God-1, me-0

RIP

2006-09-06T16:07:00.000+08:00

mon night jojo msged me saying he saw a few of us coming out of a house in teluk pulai.. he even said he saw me n my bf.. .. ?? seemed like it was a meeting with lotsa ppl, but every1 looked sad.. so he asked me wat happen? did any1 pass away or wat? btw i was in kl all these while so i was like very blur lah.. apparently he saw the wrong person (wow a girl who looks like me having a bf that looks like mine? wanna meet them!!)

so i msged hazel to ask wat's going on.. after sending the msg only i realised she might still be in hcc (esh i so jealous).. anyway wat happen was mrs ng kong lam passed away that morning.. well my condolences to the family, i'm just glad that she was a fellow believer in Christ..

jojo really scared me with that msg u know!! when he asked me did some1 pass away or something, what came into my mind was.. .. .. .. no!! could it be.. .. .. .. mr koh??? i know i know, don be silly bel!! he's still very healthy!! it's just that, on sun morn the church announced that mr koh's oral drug MIGHT be showing some symptoms that it's losing it's effectiveness.. so i was really scared lah!! i remember when we 1st found out bout his lung cancer, well me being a sissy girl, i cried.. yaya i may sound silly but mr koh's such a nice man!! very rare can u find such a great man of God who teaches so good!! honestly i get very nervous whenever i talk to him.. haih he has such wisdom yet to be passed down to us kids, but so lil time.. so all u out there, get to ur knees n pray for him!! now!!

speaking of life n death, no!! steve irwin!! i was watching the news that day (coz i don read newspaper) n i was shocked!! i think it was tv3, they interviewed some passer-bys bout it n there was this malay girl.. .. my goodness!! she was smiling n laughing all the way, saying so proudly "ade, ade tengok dia kat tv" n then went on to say that she thought he died long ago d? +_+" hello!! she really pissed me off.. .. but i guess i was alr unhappy that the great croc hunter was gone just like that.. wonder how's the family taking it

BbRrrRppP!!

2006-08-16T15:12:00.000+08:00

i was drinking root beer while studying in the library just now (yes i always STUDY in the library!!).. anyway then i realised something.. we can breathe through both our mouth and nose rite? we also can eat/drink through both our mouth and nose rite? ya disgusting, but possible mah!!
eg while mrA is drinking milk, some1 cracks a lame joke that makes mrA laugh, thus causing the milk to spill out from his nose.. so if stuff can come out from there, stuff can sure go in from there also rite?? another example, when mrA has a flu n he wanna blow his nose, but no tissue anywhere.. his mucus gonna come out soon if he don do anything, so how?.. .. .. .. .. .. .. er.. .. .. get the pic lah hah.. (btw mrA is made up, not pointing fingers ya.. siapa makan chili, dia rasa pedas!!)
so back to my point, if we can use our mouth n nose to breath n eat/drink, can we use them to burp?.. .. .. .. haha just imagine when in a lift, the person next to u suddenly breathe out a sum of air n then u smell char kuey teow!! haha!! nonsence!! ok all biology students, go refer to ur textbooks to c y this is not possible.. .. .. .. ..or is it? *jengjengjeng*

compu.. .. wat?

2006-08-15T14:18:00.000+08:00

I can never make sence of computer.. not my fault!! i'm just one of those who just cant!! fortunately i have computer classes this sem.. well helps here n there lah but.. .. .. y got so many short forms??? i mean come on!! who's gonna rememebr wat ISP, PCX, TIFF, EBCDIC, FTP, EFT, RFID, ISDN, BSA, POP and so on stands for??? oh btw i noticed that POP can be either Post Office Protocol or Point of Presence.. AAHHHH!! btw wat's the diff between ethernet, internet and extranet? that day test question came out n i got all mixed up!! n i still dono the diff between spoofing and phishing!! so many question marks on top of my head now!! beh tahan!!

oh well at least i learn alot, not so com illiterate anymore (abel complain he's the only com literate person at home, have to teach all of us, cis!! dowan mah dowan loh!!).. anyway as i read my com notes i came across some very funny stuff.. any1 knows wat PGP stands for? Pretty Good Privacy.. haha i'm not too Pretty sure if i wanna trust that program anot!! besides that, r u a com addict? if u r, u should have these symptoms:
1) craves com time
2) overjoyed when at the com
3) unable to stop com activity
4) neglects family and friends
5) problems at work or school
well for sure win shean is 1 of them!! everytime i c him, he'll be talking bout com games only.. according to him his life is all bout games!! but unfortunately he's only allowed 1 hour of "life" a week!! (mummy's da boss!!) haha poor thing..

Glorious chatting

2006-08-01T15:37:00.000+08:00

(received this email from maisie.. thought i'd share it with u readers out there)
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God: Hello. Did you call me?
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Me: Called you? No. Who is this?
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God: This is GOD. I heard your prayers. So I thought I will Chat.
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Me: I do pray. Just makes me feel good. I am actually busy now. I am in the midst of something.
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God: What are you busy at? Ants are busy too.
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Me: Don't know. But I can't find free time. Life has become hectic. It's rush hour all the time.
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God: Sure. Activity gets you busy. But productivity gets you results. Activity consumes time. Productivity frees it.
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Me: I understand. But I still can't figure out. By the way, I was not expecting YOU to buzz me on instant messaging chat.
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God: Well, I wanted to resolve your fight for time, by giving you some clarity. In this net era, I wanted to reach you through the Medium you are comfortable with.
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Me: Tell me, why has life become complicated now?
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God: Stop analyzing life. Just live it. Analysis is what makes it complicated.
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Me: Why are we then constantly unhappy?
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God: Your today is the tomorrow that you worried about yesterday. You are worrying because you are analyzing. Worrying has become your habit. That's why you are not happy.
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Me: But how can we not worry when there is so much uncertainty?
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God: Uncertainty is inevitable, but worrying is optional.
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Me: But then, there is so much pain due to uncertainty...
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God: Pain is inevitable, but suffering is optional.
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Me: If suffering is optional, why do good people always suffer?
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God: Diamond cannot be polished without friction. Gold cannot be purified without fire. Good people go through trials, but don't suffer. With that experience their life becomes better, not bitter.
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Me: You mean to say such experience is useful?
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God: Yes. In every term, Experience is a hard teacher. She gives the test first and the lessons afterwards.
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Me: But still, why should we go through such tests? Why can't we be free from problems?
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God: Problems are Purposeful Roadblocks Offering Beneficial Lessons to Enhance Mental Strength. Inner strength comes from struggle and endurance, not when you are free from problems.
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Me: Frankly in the midst of so many problems, we don't know where we are heading...
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God: If you look outside you will not know where you are heading. Look inside. Looking outside, you dream. Looking inside, you awaken. Eyes provide sight. Heart provides insight.
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Me: Sometimes not succeeding fast seems to hurt more than moving In the right direction. What should I do ?
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God: Success is a measure as decided by others. Satisfaction is a measure as decided by you. Knowing the road ahead is more satisfying than knowing you rode ahead. You work with the compass. Let others work with the clock.
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Me: In tough times, how do you stay motivated?
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God: Always look at how far you have come rather than how far you have to go. Always count your blessing, not what you are missing.
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Me: What surprises you about people?
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God: When they suffer they ask, "why me?" When they prosper, they never ask "Why me?" Everyone wishes to have truth on their side, but few want to be on the side of the truth.
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Me: Sometimes I ask, who am I, why am I here. I can't get the answer. How can I get the best out of life?
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God: Face your past without regret. Handle your present with confidence. Prepare for the future without fear.
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Me: One last question. Sometimes I feel my prayers are not answered.
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God: There are no unanswered prayers. At times the answer is NO.
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Me: Thank you for this wonderful chat. I am so happy to start the New Day with a new sense of inspiration.
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God: Well. Keep the faith and drop the fear. Don't believe your doubts and doubt your beliefs. Life is a mystery to solve, not a problem to resolve. Trust me. Life is wonderful if you know how to live

1 dollar!!

2006-07-20T15:54:00.000+08:00

some of u might know i'm curently collecting 1 cent coins.. planning to play this game that needs alot of it, maybe in yf, c how lah.. so sometimes if i so happen c 1 on the floor, i wont hesitate to pick up 1 loh!! haha yalah yalah i very kedekut but then 1 cent still money rite??

so anyway, yesterday after finishing my dinner in wangsa maju, i suddenly got this fEEling to look around on the floor, might find a 1 cent coin.. haha usually when i got these kinda fEElings i'll go with it 1 loh.. who knows, maybe divine prompting from God rite? so i look look under the table, nothing.. look around the road nothing.. cheh!!

so on the way back to alpha condo with jacob, i suddenly got this fEEling again so i look loh!! haha n b4 u know it i SAW!! haha 1 dollar paper money!! so i went n stand right in front of it, look around to c if any1's looking n then i picked it up!! hahaha got 1 malay guy saw lah but he didn't say or do anything so i just took it lah!! muahaha!! so instead of finding a 1 cent coin, God blessed me with rm1!! oh after that i was looking down all the way!! haha then i told jacob, maybe if i have lotsa faith, i'll find a rm10 on the road!! and true enough, i found 1!! nah just kidding!! gotcha!!

hey but then u know wat? when i came back to my unit, jia pei gave me rm11++ for my share of carpark rent.. i was like, wah!! really got rm10 oh, though not found on the floor lah.. hehe.. so nice, n not even my bday also..

ok so the moral of the story is, for he who has, more shall be given to him; and he who has not, from him shall be taken even that which he has.. so now i'm hoping to find rm100!! muahaha!! or oklah maybe 1 cent will do..

geram!!

2006-07-17T08:50:00.000+08:00

1 of the things i dislike about team work is that there will always always be ppl who do things last minute.. if their actions only affect themselves then fine.. but i'm talking bout group effort, when 1 small decision u make can bring about a big change in the group's original plan.. n the worst thing is, when 1 party decides to make a change n never inform the rest until 7am this morning when she throws all the job to 1 person to handle, oh n the assignment is due 8am.. .. .. n when late for class that victim got scolding from the lecturer who's princip is "working world is lidat 1, u'll get the blame for other ppl's fault, don find excuse, life's lidat, u pass up late it's ur fault not others" etc.. .. .. geram.. .. .. have ppl no respect for others nowadays?? when 1 party wants to change plans, they should make sure the rest KNOWS bout it much earlier to make changes.. not inform to the rest of the world 1st then only consult the group members involved.. when announced, i was like.. .. .. .. wat??? since when??? we all have plans too u know!! wat?? they expect us to cancel activities that were alr planned long long long long time ago just to accomodate their last minute plans ah?? we've alr done that sooooo many times!! that's like taking us for granted and pushing us over d!! y must we always be the 1 getting pushed over, giving in, changing our plans n not them?? the excuse was their orang atasan alr talked to our orang atasan.. .. .. well our orang atasan never told us anything bout it.. n plus it's always us orang bawahan doing the job, with last minute changes n the orang atasan too busy to be there to supervise.. just throw everything to us last minute n leave us there hanging.. .. .. i feel like quitting the job.. since our own teamates don even respect and appreciate us, y should i stay on? i'm really sick n tired of not knowing what's going on n when ppl constantly ask me this n that, the only answer i can give is i dono.. sounds very dungu rite? n i'm not in a position to make decisions somemore.. it's a disgrace for a committee to call themselves a commitee n not know what's going on u know.. aahh!! geram.. .. sorry if i'm abit lurus, but i'm just expressing wat i'm feeling rite now, n i'm not feeling happy..

what's up

2006-07-12T16:37:00.000+08:00

wah so long didn't post anything.. ok to update, so far the big events all came n gone d

copa iba came n gone.. it was fun as usual.. disappointed that we didn't win anything, not even the fair play award!! how can!! oh well at least this year we sent a floorball team. n this year didn't get much sun burn
then OA's hari sukan also came n gone.. this time abel, mummy n andrew also came along. after a fun session of telematches, we makan!! andrew n abel bz makan durian n mangoesteen only, never eat rice, tsk tsk tsk.. then we headed to the waterfall.. sorry no pics, waiting for andrew to post (ahem!!) over at the waterfall 1 event really touched me leh. as we orang bandar (me n rach) were trying to climb up the steep rocks to get to the top of the waterfall, u know lah, we scared scared so take very long time loh.. then this little girl who was ahead of me offered me her tiny hand to help me up.. i was like.. .. .. so sweet!! so thoughtful of her!! haha in the end we reached the top n slide down.. em should i say this ah, ah say only lah: abel's butt too big so as he was sliding a small path, he actually slowed down!! then speed up again!! haha so funny!! then after i slided down rach still stuck up there, don dare oh.. well i don blame her, it's very scary!! so from down here uncle peter wait until fed up d n signalled to some budak near her to kick her down!! haha don worry, in the end no 1 got hurt..
oh mid term's here (so fast week 9 of sem 1)!! haih.. .. ..
hooi fang's quitting her job n going back penang end of this week.. so last sun she insisted that she belanja us pizza.. oooo but pai seh lah so i rejected her offer.. but pizza woh!! so in the end we went bayu to makan.. at 1st we ordered the new pizza type, what's it called? neh the 1 can pluck the cheese out n eat 1.. ya ya that 1 lah, n we ordered large (for her, abel, hazel n me) then she insisted we order some side dish.. okloh then order order order n in the end too much!! haha then hazel (who came only after we were gonna finish) came to the rescue n finished everything!! wah u should've seen her man!! haha 1 week in UM orientation she become so keng d!!
then there's the long awaited BUC sports camp that WAS scheduelled this friday but since my mid term's here i decided not to go. BUT, just received an email today that it's postponed to dec!! yay!! so happy!!
oh remember i said jacob supposed to give me few surprises for my bday? 1 of it finally came this week.. guess wat? well it's round, it's furry, it poops alot.. .. no it's not chee how lah!! it's a hamster!! sorry 2 hamsters!! hehe still deciding on the names.. btw the 2 rotweilers, we named 1 sasha n the other 1.. .. .. havent decided yet.. .. .. will try to get their pics n post them

oklah better stop here to study.. haih all the best to me!!

Jesus! I my cross have taken

2006-06-27T22:07:00.000+08:00

Lyte

Jesus! I my cross have taken,

All to leave and follow Thee;

All things else for Thee forsaken

Thou from hence my All shalt be.

Perish every fond ambition,

All I've sought, or hoped, or known;

Yet how rich is my condition!

God and heaven are still my own.

Let the world despise nd leave me;

It has left my Saviour too:

Human hearts and looks deceive me;

Thou art not, like them, untrue:

And while Thou dost smile upon me,

God of wisdom, love, and might!

Foes may hate, and friends disown me,

Show Thy face, and all is bright.

Man may trouble and distress me;

'Twill but drive me to Thy breast:

Life with trials hard may press me;

Heaven will bring me sweeter rest.

O! 'tis not in grief to harm me,

While Thy love is left to me;

O! 'twere not in joy to charm me.

Were that joy unmixed with Thee.

Take, my soul, thy full salvation;

Rise o'er sin, and fear, and care;

Joy to find in every situation,

Something still to do or bear:

Think what Spirit dwells within thee;

What a Father's smile is thine;

What a Saviour died to win thee:-

Child of heaven, shouldst thou repine?

Haste thee on from grace to glory,

Armed by faith, and winged by prayer;

Heaven's eternal day's before thee,

God's own hand shall guide thee there:

Soon shall close thy earthly mission;

Soon shall pass thy pilgrim days:

Hope shall change to full fruition,

Faith to sight, and prayer to praise!

17th June

2006-06-21T16:43:00.000+08:00

my birthday was just last week, n how was it? em, oklah.. but i have to say that this year's bday was the busiest!! heck every1 knew it was my bday!! well thanks to jacob who spread the news lah.. he was planning some surprise for me which included the ppl we knew, actually he said this year he got 3 present for me, but i'm still waiting for present no 2 n 3.. until now still havent received it yet!!

so wat bout my presents? i received my 1st 1 on the eve of my bday, right after class.. guess from who? n wat? well jacob did a small treasure hunt for me to hunt down my present.. esh!! i had to walk around tbr, enter the christian houses, n even into ktar!! thank God it was only drizzling.. hey come to think of it, almost everyday raining lah.. anyway my last destination was to a dk in ktar.. when i finally went to the right 1 (i went to quite a few dks, jacob dono how to give good clues) i entered n it was dark.. on the floor there were candles that lead to my present (copy cat, i actually did that for his bday last year).. oh btw that was around evening time, so no classes then.. so wat was my present no 1? cheese cake!! yum yum!!

that night, jacob was still around my place.. we were watching "I am Sam" on tv3 i think, very touching show.. anyway around 11 he received a call n he said got some stuff to do in his place so he left.. 11 plus he came back n left the gate open.. guess wat happened after that?? a bunch of ppl came in with a cake n turned off the lights, n started singing the bday song!! haha the weird thing is, i don even know them!! oish!! salah rumah ke?? rupanya Penny form tarc cf knew bout my bday n decided to do surprise me.. haha don worry, the strangers are Penny's cell group friends (they just finish their meeting in her place, which is near my unit) so i blew the candles n right after that there was sure to be an ackward moment of silence, but jacob came to the rescue n said he'll pray for me.. phew!! ok so prayer no 1, cake no 2..

next day went back to klang n jacob tagged along for this weekend.. when we reached home, time to clean the house for the party that night.. haih so cham, bday girl also must so sam fu!! oh oh!! i forgot to mention bout the new puppies!! how could i?? abel got 2 rot puppies from his friend!! aahh so cute!! they just arrived a like few days ago so it was my 1st time seeing them!! haha guess u can count that as a present also lah.. thank u abel!!

so after that, to yf we went n capt ball we played.. wah so many ppl wishing me happy bday (but no present, ceh) so we rushed back to get prepared for the party.. actually i didn't want a party, wanted to keep a low profile this bday but mummy insisted that at least have a small dinner at home lah n invite some of the youths.. she said no need to tell them it's for my bday lah, just come for dinner.. n so i did, when i msged ppl to come i didn't say anything bout bday bday all.. haha when joseph found out the day b4 he said i so bad, never tell him.. now so late d, cannot go buy me a present!! but he got 1 anyway, an orange adidas shirt!! oooo.. well the party was great n the food was good!! after eating, some of them played bball n ppl like G practiced for poggo-X.. oh i'll blog bout pogo-X next time.. so time for the cake, i think is pasar malam cheese cake, so er, not as quality as secret recipe's 1 lah.. after blowing the cake, mark prayed for me.. ok so cake no 3, prayer no 2, present no er a few lah!! haha

ok sunday.. after morning worship, aunt hoi n i wished each other happy bday!! haha wah she had japanese food on her bday!! ok so in the afternoon we went back setapak loh.. we had dinner with a few of the tarc cf ppl.. during dinner, Loren prayed for me n rebecca gave me a present (haha left the receipt in the plactic bag) they wanted to get me a cake but jacob told them no need lah.. so now cake still no 3, prayer no 3, present also still a few lah.. haha so that was how i celebrated my bday.. wei i'm still waiting for jacob's present no 2 n 3 leh!!

pkgh retreat 06

2006-06-03T15:27:00.000+08:00

we were suposed to have a youth camp this year but mana tau somehow someway turned out to be a church camp.. okok confession, i was kinda disappointed at 1st on the whole idea that there'll be adults going too.. hey!! we've waited for so long to have a youth camp ok!! previously the long awaited youth camp to sufes campsite was cancelled due to the no apologies camp n we HAD to participate although we alr booked those dates beforehand.. .. .. haih sometimes i feel.. .. ok too personal to share with the world, i'll write it down in my journal..

ok so back to the camp.. we went to PD's Le Paris hotel.. never heard b4? wat bout Costa Rica? oh that place is great.. believe it anot, there's a bowling alley there, n pool tables n oh the swimming pool was cool!! too bad got no pictures of the pool.. er i'm considering if i should mention wat's the content of the pool now after win shean went in on the 3rd day.. no, not only chlorine or possible urine.. .. .. oklah don malukan him, but if u reeaally don know n so happen u went in the pool after the 3rd day, er i think u better not know.. .. ..

the speaker for the adults was mr wong san tosh n for the youths, unc khor keat san.. of coz i attended the youths lah, i still young mah!! hehe the theme was "His very own".. n guess wat was our group names? Italy,Germany n Brazil.. yes world cup influence.. so our name tags was in the corak of the flags loh.. on the 1st day b4 every1 arrived, passer-bys who were in the hotel saw the tags on the table n they were like, looking looking, wondering wat this 2 girls (hazel n me) doing here with lil flags on the table.. cis kepo!!

hmm there's so many things to say bout the camp.. so i guess i'll just mention a few lah.. over there i really got to know some of them more.. eg jojo!! haha joseph's so cute lah!! i'm really thankful that he came for this camp.. then there's chia chern.. it was really encouraging to c how interested he was to know God more.. then there's my room mate n neighbour chiaw min.. u know lah being girls n in the same room, we tend to chat alot.. oh n not forgetting the ever so quiet sin yi.. she's actually quite talkative once u get to know her.. haha overall this camp really brought us closer together.. through the discussion groups i could c how matured some of them really were..

then for the free time we spent most of it in the pool (giggle) - again, better not to know the truth bout the pool contents.. but i spent most of my time playing in the sand.. (much safer) haha oh i found out that andrew yong got phobia getting into the water.. haha ok here're some of the pics i curi from andrew

we burried chia chern on the sand n some joker poured a cup full of lil crabs on him..

we also burried jojo's legs but no pic

a few leng luis strolling down the beach

utar

2006-05-23T14:44:00.000+08:00

i'm now officially a university student!! hehe need some getting use to loh.. last time i would say for eg, "oh tmr got school!" then upgraded to "oh tmr got college!" then now have to change to "oh tmr got uni!" haih.. change is good, change is good.. ..

so wanna know how my orientation went? haih.. .. well last thursday n friday was the orientation lah, n i went only for the thursday 1.. ok, on thursday morn i drove there with dot n since i don have the utar parking sticker i parked outside at the parking place loh.. n know wat? that place coincidently is also right in front of the ktar hostel, so apparently u can't park there without a ktar parking sticker, which obviously how would i know woh rite?!? no sign saying cannot park, n the guard also never say anything!!

so back to my story, we parked there n walked to the block yang berkenaan n whoa!! the queue to register for the biotech course so long!! but biomed n biochem so short only, so can c esther at the biomed line there, come n gone so fast while we wait n wait n wait.. then when halfway in the queue i noticed every1 holding the student bill n i asked dot if we needed that.. n mana tau need oh!! n i didn't bring oh!! great.. i thought we just need the offer letter, like ktar's procedure.. so i asked that girl if the offer letter was enough, then she asked me to write down my name on a list, n whoa is the list long!! so i didn't get my goodie bag that day.. .. so sad.. ..

ok so we proceded to the dewan n was stuck there for few hours listening to .. .. .. er.. .. u c i don even remember wat d, too boring.. then this lady, she's a counsellor lah, she dimmed the lights n put on some classical music n asked us to close our eyes.. she said since we have been listeing to the speeches for so long d, she want us to take a short nap in class.. haha 1st time i come across a teacher who would go to such lengths to ask us to sleep in class.. so she was like speaking in a very soothing voice "close ur eyes.. .. .. listen to the music.. .. relax.. .. .. forget about your friends who r leaving the room.. .. just feel ur body relax.. .. .." n u know wat? i did close my eyes n even tried to sleep, n i would've succeded if not for the ppl leaving the dewan.. making so much noise.. so at the end of it only half the entire group was left.. that poor lady must've felt rejected..

after that we went here n there to apply for this n that.. haih so mah fan.. so when we wanna chao d i unlock the car n was about to get in.. but i notice my neighbour car (also kancil) got ppl inside n they were showing me some signals which i ignored la.. u know, usually when leng lui pass by, guys will act like monkeys 1.. but the weird thing was got girls inside the car also woh.. then when i sat down i notice a pink paper right in front of me!! i was like oi!! so i got out n i SAW!! *gasp* my front right tyre was chained!! *gasp* then i understood wat the ppl next to me was waiting in the car for!! haha we suffered the same fate.. so i went to the hostel guardhouse to complain, but they said not their pasal n directed me to the other ktar guardhouse waay way in front.. cis.. so had to walk there loh.. n it was drizzling leh.. so dot n i walked there n halfway we saw a guard fetching a student in his motor.. haha must be the other kancil's representative.. so when i reached there i complained lah!! n dot was a big help that time lah..then the guard said have to go all the way to the ktar bursary to pay the fine!! i was like.. .. hey raining d n with the pink letter all wet n torn, u want me to walk so far somemore ah?!? esh but that guard was "nice" enough to take me there with his motorbike.. so i paid the fine loh n i told the girl in the bursary with a smile "i think this is stupid" oooh i was trying my very best not to burst man!!

so i went to the ktar main entrance n gave the remainding of that pink letter to yet another guard there.. well at least it was rm5, if more than that i would bring dot to the office n let them kena from her!! oh!! they don wanna mess with her man!! esh so after that i didn't wanna go to the 2nd day of orientation d coz, well i don c the point.. somehow ktar orientation more fun n interesting compared to utar's 1.. so how was my orientation u ask? bad..

today's my 2nd day of class n BORING.. we had soo many forms to fill from all diff places during these 2 days.. i think the department of student affairs can recognize me d coz i visit them so many times.. esh.. oh n the timetable very confusing ah!! when we 1st got it, we went blank.. .. thanks to jos (a senior) who explained wat is wat n all, then only we understood.. ok wat else to complain.. .. oh since there's no tutorial classes this week we're very free lah.. in between classes got like 1,2,3 hours of break of doing nothing.. haih so sien.. .. yes lah andrew, sunway col the best lah.. i admit utar n ktar stuff very memafankan.. happy? ok wat else to complain ah.. oh don get me started on alpha condo's stupid parking system!! i very geram now.. know wat? this morn i found another letter on my car windscreen from a driver warning me to park in my own parking space, if not he/she'll chain my car!! .. .. .. i don wanna go into details bout that issue, just know that it wasn't my fault, was the management's!! haih.. .. very frust ah!!

update

2006-05-15T17:42:00.000+08:00

i got fired by my boss.. .. nolah don be silly!! who would have the heart to fire such a cutie like me?!? haha i'm so vain!! anyway it was time i quit the job so i did loh.. she offered to pay me for the extra half month i worked for her but i declined.. (also coz my mummy asked me not to accept.. .. .. very tempting to call her n accept the money lah.. ..)

oh well it was fun n interesting working there for 2 1/2 months.. btw i also did a lil small part time job to earn a couple of bucks in the office.. haha i made earrings n necklaces out of beads in the office n sold it to the clerks.. ok ok b4 u all jump into conclucions, at 1st i made a few earrings for the clerks as a thank u/farewell gift.. then kalai (the 1 who most berjasa in teaching me wat to do) sorta "scolded" me for giving it for free!! she said i should sell it woh.. so she took some sample pics n went spreading the news, asking if any1 was interested to buy them.. haha b4 i know it, i saw ppl i don even know wearing my hand made stuff.. very flattering.. of coz in the office i do my work 1st lah!! only when i'm free will i take out my gadgets.. hey even my boss n agents placed orders ok!! (excuse saying is for their daughters etc) haha

it's been a few days since i stopped working n i can finally get all the sleep i want!! in a few days i'll be shifting into alpha condo in setapak.. didn't wanna go back charis 3:18 (my previous rented house) coz em.. .. .. i'd rather not say.. hehe plus i'm kinda sick of tbr (tmn bunga raya) food.. everyday eating the same stuff very sien leh.. besides alpha condo has a swimming pool!! will post the pics once i settle in k..

cis i wont be staying with Dot as planned coz her place alr full, she told me got place for me u know!! n Joanne ffk me to go back hostel so i had to find another place loh.. n i did, an all girl condo on the 3rd floor, which is good coz they said u can get stuck in the lift sometimes.. oh btw jacob also found a place, on the 4th floor.. oh u know wat his church mates said?!? they suggested y not we shift in together.. .. .. .. they CRAZY ah?!? haha guess they trust him too much d lah..

ok till the big move, i'll sleep all i want n hmm maybe i'll do some baking.. haih but then i only got like 2 more days till the move..

ok this has got nothing to do with anything but i just remembered bout it n HAVE to blog it down.. yesterday in church ally was talking to eric bout some show, prison break i think, n we joined in loh.. then jeremy said something.. he asked her to try not to say the word "like" when she speak.. then like there was like a few seconds of silence n then like ally burst out laughing like no1's business n like she said she couldn't like do it..? then andrew started like speaking like all skater boyishly like this..? haha it was farnee lah.. sorry ally

ss training

2006-04-28T18:19:00.000+08:00

last week aunty jenny "invited" us to go for the sunday school training.. well i'm not a ss teacher nor m i planning to be 1 but.. .. .. since aunty jenny so nicely "invited" us to attend, then mah just accept the "invitation" loh!! uncle peter wanted to sponser me n hazel coz we teach the oa kids.. but my mummy scold me saying "crazy ah?! u working d how can ask ppl to pay for u?!" haha so i insisted i pay for myself loh.. (but hazel took the offer!! cis!!) well here're the pics taken during the 1st day at lunch time

oh guess wat we had for dessert? bananas!!

yummy!!

the only 2 boys at the training.. oh ya besides jason, peanut n kel-vin lah.. know wat? these 2 guys ponteng the 2nd day training!! tsk tsk tsk..

hazel n joshua happy bout having bananas for dessert

cute lil elaine (such a poser!!) haha but cute nontheless

aaww.. so sweet

as u've noticed, all these pics got joshua in it.. know y? coz he ss (syok sendiri) lah!! haha no need to go ss (sunday school) training d.. that's y the 2nd day he ponteng

hey is that a pimple i c in peanut's face??

finally some more pics of me!! can c my name tag? ya, my name is belinda yeong.. n the 1 beside me is hazel ng.. L

during the 2 days we learnt lots new songs.. of coz with actions lah!! so can c all the aunties acting cute doing the actions!! haha so sporting!! well i still don think i'll be teaching sunday school lah.. maybe in the future, who knows?

OA trip

2006-04-13T18:45:00.000+08:00

no, OA is not an insurance company!! forgot who said d.. once a month hazel n i would follow uncle peter to visit the orang asli-s in kampung dusun seratus.. these r the pics taken from last week's visit.. wah have to wake up so early!! u c the sun not even up yet!! and abel also still not up yet!! (he keep complaining i tembak him, so i have to be consistent) only once a month will i wake up this early!!

apparently so does hazel!!

the scenery on the way.. can spot some buildings on the top right of the mountain? that's genting!! (haha uncle peter repeat alot when he talk)

ok so usually uncle peter will take a detour to bidor for breakfast.. n this is wat we came across when we were eating our "glorious, magical food" (ice age2)

this sweet makcik's fav words "tiga satu ringgit" haha then she actually asks the customers how much they need to pay in the end.. she either dono how to count or she's lazy.. but very nice lady lah.. (btw hazel copy me wear that shirt!!)

breaking of bread.. n to the orang bandar sekalian, yes we sit on the floor!!

sweet ribena.. ..

saw the mak cik on the right? haha very funny reaction!!

he's doing the rock's eyebrows!! haha mana tau oa kids also know how to syok sendiri

group pic with 2 orang bandar inside.. aren't they all cute??

ok enough of the pics.. overall the journey is always tiring n long.. but once we reach the kampung the ppl there will always greet us with warm smiles n humility.. n the many cute babies during worship very distracting!! haha.. though they're poor, they're still our brothers n sisters in Christ n they deserve to know more bout Him.. so any of u out there interested to serve God in this area or have anything u wanna donate to them like tshirts n so on just let me/hazel/uncle peter know k? ~shalom teman~

my 1st salary

2006-04-12T11:21:00.000+08:00

money.. .. .. .. haha i actually got my salary last month but there was no camera around, so put inside bank d.. this money is abel's when his salary came out.. hehe how nice of him to borrow me for awhile.. how much? u count for yourself lah!! muahaha i suddenly like green so much!!

oh can u c the utar booklet n form on the table? just for updates ya, i confirm going utar d!! hehe finally all the application n payment n waiting settled!!

the search for tamiya!!!

2006-04-10T10:59:00.000+08:00

last sat, for yf we had junkyard wars n we played tamiya cars!! ok i'll just tell u how the whole day went la..

morning was in office loh, then for lunch i was supposed to meet up with jacob n his mum coz they came down to visit graveyard.. but b4 that abel called n said he couldn't find any tamiya cars anywhere.. kau chor ah!! last minute only say!! but he poor thing, went until kp n subang but coouldn't find any!! so i took my mum's car to go look around (sat half day, i didn't thau kai ah!!)..

ended up in andalas (mcd there) coz over there ada banyak toy shops.. so i went round n round in search for tamiya.. my goodness so hard to find!! at 1st i passed by this small lil shoe shop n somehow just had a feeling maybe inside got, but then i thought to myself, it's a shoe shop.. .. .. so i went on to like 4 shops but they only had thhose remote controlled cars.. esh then this lady told me maybe over there got (pointed to the direction of that lil shoe shop) hmm.. .. but i went another round, didn't wanna believe her, wat would she know?! that's a shoe shop for goodness sake!! finally i fed up d!! joh so hot n sweaty, later gonna meet jacob's mum somemore!! so i gave up n went to that lil shoe shop to ask.. .. .. yes, correct, they have tamiya cars there.. -_-".. .. only 4 was left.. .. but oh when i saw those 4 sad lil tamiya boxes i was so happy!! finally!! n 1 is only rm3.90!! aahh bliss!! n so i bouught all 4 (although it looked very old lah)..

then went back to meet up with my mum in a restaurant, but jacob they all havent arrive yet.. btw our mums havent meet b4 ya, so this is the 1st.. mana tau his aunty also come, n my mum's clerk also joined us for lunch.. haha nvm, the more the merrier!! so we introduced each other loh, very weird moment coz my mum thought jacob's aunt was his mum.. .. n his mum being a very shy person kept quiet all the way.. haha ended up my mum more kam ching with his aunt, not supposed to be that way!! haha but over all oklah, no1 got injured.. phew!! ok so now our dads' turn to meet!! haha no need to rush things kua.. .. .. next time baru cakap..

ok so during yf, as usual every1 was late lah!! when i said we were gonna play tamiya, the response wasn't good.. u know lah chiaw min n chee how esp went "har?? tamiya??" but in the end we all had fun.. oh my team made a beaautiful circuit out of cardboard n lots n lots of tape!! go to andrew's blog for the video.. n poor jed cut himself, ouch!! n no surprise our team won!! haha n also we finished our track 1 hoour late lah.. hehe.. after that didn't play capt ball coz it was pouring like mad (n our team took too long to finish our track lah) haih kesian eric coz his hoouse flooded again.. ..

aint it just beautiful? *sniff2*

this is the loosing team's track.. n that's me in pink n yellow, spying on them.. muahaha!!

all glory to.. .. me?

2006-04-05T17:10:00.000+08:00

thanks hwei for the mail.. i think it's very meaningful n true loh.. so enjoy!!

It Makes Me Wonder
by Laura R. David

Lord, sometimes I wish I was the one who always had the stage,
that people thought I was wonderful and always gave me praise.

I'd love to get the glory. I'd love to steal the show.
I'd love to watch them standing when I look into the rows.

But what if tonight when I walked on stage I found I was alone,
And all the seats were empty and everyone else was home?

Can I honestly say that I would stay and do my best for You-
If no one else was there to notice all of the things I do?

It makes me wonder....

Would I give it my all if I were always standing on an empty stage?
Would I still go the distance if no one gave me praise?

Would I want to shine so brightly if I was only in Heavenly light?
Lord, would I care to share if it was just You here tonight?

What motivates my actions in everything I do?
Am I really just serving me while pretending I'm serivng You?

Lord, You know how much I need to hear that everyone knows my name.
But if they don't know Yours, how much have I really gained?

So if I should ever stand on stage and listen to the cheers,
Remind me that it's just noise unless Yours are the claps I hear.

Whatever I do in this life, may I always long for Your praise.
Whenever I look to the world for esteem, may Your blood humble me back into place.

And if I should ever get angry for not receiving the credit I'm due,
Lord, remind me that instead of a pat on the back, they gave a cross to You.

the ABC of success

2006-04-01T10:27:00.000+08:00

i was eating my lunch in the office the other day n i was staring at the wall.. not that i was going crazy or anything lah, i was reading the postcards on the wall.. there u know those motivational, wise words bout life n all.. then i spotted this card which says that the ABC of success is:
A-Ability, B-Breaks, C-Courage
then i thought to myself.. .. .. .. huh? they've got it all wrong.. so i, being a smarty pants with lots of free time came up with a few ABCs for myself..

All Bout Christ - gotta have God in the picture.. without Him all the success in the world wont mean anything
Adoration Before Christ - in every success that we achieve, gotta remember that it's God who gave the success, so bring ur adorations b4 Him
Always Burning for Christ - be on fire for God no matter where u r n don ever let that fire dim..
Achieve Banyak Converts - of all the success in the world, nothing beats the joy leading a fren to Christ..
Always Be Careful - as a christian, the world is constantly looking at ur every move.. so be careful not to fall into temptation on ur journey to success n stumble those looking
A Beautiful Character - just be that beautiful person God made u to be n ppl will love u for it.. ignore all the slandering going on about u if u knnow it's not true.. they're just jealous
Always Being Christ-like - wherever u r, always reflect God's light n somehow ppl will grow to trust u.. success!!
Anything But Cheating - study/work hard for success.. if ur frens r cheating, y should u? if u do, u don deserve that success then

ultimately whatever success u may have now is just temporary.. what matters is the reward u accumulate in heaven.. so don be discouraged if u don get worldly success like getting straight A's (i never did) or winning some competition.. wat matters is u do ur best n let God do the rest.. oklah that's all i have for now.. haha got lots of practise from looking at car nomber plates

bz bz bz

2006-03-30T10:03:00.000+08:00

wah i've been going to church at night for 4 days in a row d.. ok let's slowly c wat i've been up to lately

friday - err work during the day loh... then coz of car problems me n mummy have to go all the way to jemput abel from work.. have been doing so for few days d (means i have to wake up extra early also.. cis) anyway friday nnight jamming session cancelled today coz was supposed to meet hazel in tesco to shop for bbq nite on sat.. but since 3 of us alr out we went tesco makan loh.. n makan wat? sushi king.. .. no comment.. then was supposed to wait for hazel but mummy couldn't wait so we went to buy the stuff 1st.. esh the whole time was rushing coz, haha mum wanted to go home to catch either a korean or hokkien drama series, i not sure which 1 d.. there 8oclock 1.. then kelam kabut coz the list of stuff to buy was with hazel.. finally when we finisheed buying then only hazel came, with her mummy also!! haha so sad lah we all.. was supposed to be a date, only me n her, but end up lidat.. so whatever i forgot to buy, hazel got loh.. btw we got back in time b4 the show started.. esh

sat - work half day then as usual went to abel's workplace loh.. not near u know!! dono when the kancil gonna finish operation.. n my bro was supposed to get the iswara which is lying outside the house, but the rotex (road tax) problem taking forever to kau tim.. haih.. while waiting for abel to come out, i so hungry leh.. ok i don wanna kutuk him here coz he reads my blog 1.. after that skip, skip.. ok so i fetch eric, win shern n his 2 frens to church early for floorball.. b4 that i went arnold's place to get the church keys n guess wat? his keys got mixed up with klang jaya punya.. .. so have to wait for andrew to go mark's pplace to get unc jer's keys.. .. so mah fun, y not just gimme a set of keys?! haih on the way met jed n chia chern walking to church.. woould've stopped the car to tumpang them but haha too bad the car sudah penuh!! besides, just another 2 minutes walk mah.. hehe when reached church, good thing andrew alr there with the keys so he opened up the church looh, but the keys so funny don have the kitchen keys.. .. so have to wait for hazel to come with the whole propeeer set of keys.. .. anyway poor rachel was waiting so long outside thatt she went to her aunt's place to wait.. haha okk skip, skip then we played floorball loh.. haha u know lah, we all spoilt kids so we played indoor with air con!! muahaha so fun.. win shern n g. kept banging each other n falling down on each other.. haha so gay!! well from there we now have 4 dedicated floorball players.. quite good lah they all.. after sweating like pigs we were thirsty, but the drinking water is in the fridge, which is in the kitchen, which we have no access to, coz i don have the keys, so a few of us wanted to go out to have a drink.. man kids nowadays very pampered!! short distance also don wanna walk, keep asking me to drive!! after that hazel finally came with the kitchen keys so we went to prepare loh.. felt like an aunty d, coz the rest of them still outside playing while we slaving in the kitchen.. arnold came rather late withh the bbq set n they took like forever to set up the stuff.. poor arnold loooking like zombie, coz as usual was working night shift lah.. joh, can imagine when the baby come out he mah have no more sleep at all!! haih kesian.. .. ok so we had fun eating n chau tah-ing the food, too bad i got no pics to show, so u guys just have to imagine lah.. haha oh moh tuin tuin chia chern started calling the girls 1 by 1 "b", as in baby.. crazy.. .. then jeremy brought his dancing mat along soo we started dancing lah.. haha andrew u just wait, 1 day u WILL dance!! mark my words!! overall alot of frust here n there, but at the end of the day i sure had fun!!

sun - as usual went for morning worship.. evie called the other day asking me if i could replace her ss class for today.. ok loh.. so while waiting for the kids to finish singing, i joined mr koh's bible class.. every now n then i would go to the classroom to check if the kids finish d anot.. but i kept waiting n waiting till i can wait no more!! so went downstairs to c wat's taking them so long.. rupa-rupanya uncle peter chairing n jin hui said looks like it's gonna be an open ss d lah.. esh.. .. wat the heck, i join them only lah.. haha feels good to act like a kid, n coz it's ss, no 1's gonna judge u for it.. muahaha!! came baack home n pig until dinner time.. was too malas to join them for futsal.. plus my bro also lazy, so i don wanna go lah.. then went gospel meeting loh, where unc soon leong gave his speech on S.A.F.E.R.R... er Sleep, Attitude, Food, Exercise, Regular (which means ur faeces must everyday be soft, brown n long.. hey he said so 1!!), n Religion.. haha wow i can remember!! actually coz i heard it b4 in prayer meeting d.. haih..

mon - back to work loh.. finishh work d, to abel's workplace loh.. but thhis time the rotex for abel's iswara finally kau tim!! so now there're 2 usable cars in the house.. wohoo!! now just waitin for the kancil to recover from it's breakdown n it's mine!! mine!! muahaha!! ok so in the evening went to church again for special ministry meetings.. michael brown from uk came down n today he spoke on prophecies.. hehe good speaker.. everytime a person or family come in late he would pause n say "welcome, now plz take a seat, we're now in (bible ref)" then he'll brief on wat he waaas talking bout lah.. haha so malu-fying!! everytime it happens i would laugh n 1 time this uncle next to me looking at me 1 kind so i tried to control myself loh.. haha i like this speaker lah!!

tues - work again.. then as usual at home i helped cook dinner.. as in fill in where my mum stop to watch drama series lah.. but today i baked choc cake too!! for wwat u say? well tmr's jacob's bday n it's his present loh.. u know when baking sure very phang 1 rite? so abel waas like *sniff2* "u giving all to jacob ah?" haha hinting that he also want lah, don deny abel, i knnow u want.. n my mum said this sentence when discussing wat to cook for dinner "eat ur choc cake can d lah" haha very obvioous she also want rite?? so i cut half loh.. half for jacob, half for us.. oh btw, today the kancil came back from hospital d!! yay!! now i have my very own car!! but havent transfer name n all the insurance stuff lah.. so if ii go n bang the car, abel's name tercemar!! muahaha!! then to church for more of michael brown.. this time managed to drag abel along.. phew.. ..u know that feeling when u go church alone n the aunties/uncles will ask u "where's ur mum/bro/sis/father?".. then i would reply "er they're at home,very tired" or "oh mum/dad got meeting" or "oh they're in bali" or something like that.. esh.. .. quite sien of answering d.. anyway today's topic was bout raptures.. did u know the biible speaks of 6 raptures? doono leh.. ..? c!! ask u to come listen, dowan!! got choir practise woh.. (talking bout peanut).. haha oh if u knnnow of 1 more rapture, go tell michael ya, coz he said 7 very nnice number.. haha

wed - er will cont this story some other time.. i'm "working" u knnnow!!

wat's next..?

2006-03-23T15:47:00.000+08:00

if ur wondering wat exactly am i doing now n where am i going next to study, don ask, just read the following.. haha i dono explain to how many ppl d.. lazy to explain somemore..
alright, i finished my alevels in tarc last year.. my results came out when i was in glo.. haha i was too kan chiong to call my fren so jacob called alex.. n guess wat, i forgot my candidate no. but i know i'm 2,3 seats behind alex lah.. as they were talking, jacob was showing this serious face n said some stuff which by now i forgot d lah!! but the word "fail" really caught my attention loh!! i was like wat?!?! oh no must be my chem failed!! ceh rupanya it wasn't me, it was the girl behind me punya results.. phew.. er i feel sorry for her though.. well my real results was oklah, just wish my chem got better.. don wanna say wat i got for chem!! :P
ok after glo was cny so no time to go col/uni hunting.. n those who know me well would know that i wanted to be a vet.. so i went upm to ask loh.. went all the way there, they said application for alevel student closed d.. .. .. .. n the closing date was during cny.. .. .. .. i have nothing more to say bout that.. so my cita-cita to become a vet terhancur d, so sad.. .. at least if i applied, still got abit abit of hope.. .. haih.. ..
anyway after upm we went to utar n i applied for bio med/tech/chem.. so i balik n waited n waited for them to send me acceptance letter.. oh dot also applied so when she got in, she told me so n i was like.. .. wait, i applied earlier than her but i didn't get in!! cis!! so that day when chen li n ju g. came down klang we went utar together n the lady said my application pending due to my chem.. .. oklah i got D for my chem, but the minimum requirement is pass mah!! y cannot accept me!?! they said have to wait for stpm results to come out n then i compete for place with them.. so i'm gonna call them up again next week to c the progress.. nvm.. .. .. so the lady was suggesting y not i go study psychology instead? then as she was explaining the job opportunities, she mentioned bout can work in church also.. then hazel cut in to say oh can become youth worker!! hmm should i? we need a counselor in our yf anyway.. .. so tambah now i more confused in wat i wanna study.. btw yesterday i found out that esther tang also got into utar d.. ..
anyway i believe everything happens for a reason n that only God knows the reason.. so i'm thinking now y did God allow this to happen.. is it that He wants me to study something else? somewhere else? oh now that i'm working as a clerk, my mum encouraging me to study business admin.. she also encourage me to study eng, become eng teacher.. n a few of the aunties in church encouraging me to take nursing.. ah my head very luan ah!!
so next time u c me, don ask wat i'm planning to study n where.. coz i also dono.. .. .. if u ask n i scold u, don blame me ah!!

aging

2006-03-20T15:37:00.000+08:00

all my life ppl have been making me feel young.. haha wat i'm trying to say is, just look at me!! i still remember when i was in f3 ming yue asked if i was in std 6 or wat.. esh.. .. ..yes ming yue i remember, n i wont forget!! n everytime i meet new ppl they wouldn't guess my age correctly loh, always guess 2, 3 years younger than my real age.. now i'm alr 19++ (wont be 20 till june17, must remember ah!!)
anyway recently i have been feeling older than usual, maybe coz now i'm working n everyday wearing working clothes so make me look n feel more matured? well not only that lah, last year's sports camp somehow for the 1st time ppl can guess my age correctly!! wah then i asked this person (forgot who d, oops) n she said not that hard to guess ah, can c through my maturity that i'm around 19 loh.. wahsey, i blushing man!! haha so i don have to worry if i'm acting my age anot..
i guess also attending yf with younger ppl makes me feel older loh.. when put in the situation where the members r younger then u, u will just feel compelled to be a big jie jie looh... oh especially if the yf got ppl like rachel.. haha i think some1 who makes a big fuss over who to give the tortoise to look after while they're gone holidaying would definitely need a big sis.. haha gotta love her!! er don get me wrong, i kinda like ppl looking to me as their jiejie.. hmm maybe i just need some getting used to this new phase of my life.. last sat during the capt ball league i was just saying to a few of them that i cannot imagine the time when ppl start calling me auntie.. not for fun calling auntie loh but for real.. u know those aunties who whenever c old frens with their children, they will go like "wah!! ani tua han liao ah!!" (to those more banana than me, it means wah, so big d ah) haha very hard to imagine lah!!
anyway, 2 months ago i went to glo with hazel n jacob.. n we were like the oldeer batch of the lot there.. no offence lah but the students there, fun n great as they were, few of them kinda still a lil immature loh.. er i mean i went there expecting the students to be like the matured n serious type loh.. but they were a great bunch of ppl though!! so tambah another incident that make me feel old, although zel was as usual the ah ma around lah.. hehe ya as u can c in the pic, they're a bunch of er macho guys indeed.. ..
speaking of glo, rbs2006 just started last thu.. haih how i miss rbs.. .. so jealous lah, i wanna go again.. i really do hope n pray that it will be profitable for sher lyn n joshua, as it was indeed a great milestone for me 2 years ago.. wow so long ago d ah!! that day in ladies meeting, aunt may lee hilmy spoke bout eerr, trinklets of life? dono how to spell the trinklets word thing.. but anyway she asked us to close our eyes n go down memory lane, thinking of some incidents in our life worth remembering n all that lah.. the whole time i was thinking of rbs, of how God was so real to me up there in cameron highlands.. .. haiih i miss aunty may lee.. oh btw this year's rbs headmaster is uncle yap!! wohoo all the best to those up there now!!
oklah i supposed to be working now so better act as if i'm working.. haha can u believe it? mdm tan paying me rm800 a month to sit n do nothing!! haha only here n there i got things to do.. .. er not that i'm complaining or anything lah.. just that i don feel that i deserve to be paid so much for my job.. oh well 1, 2 more months to go till i enter uni

JC

2006-03-17T15:31:00.000+08:00

ok to those who don alr know (duh.. ..) i have a bf.. haha just wanna mention bout him in my blog.. btw JC stands for Jesus Christ, but in this context is Jacob Chen lah.. ok a lil background on our relationship.. we met in tarc cf about 2 years ago.. at 1st i just thought of him as a normal guy, didn't take much notice of him coz well, i don normally like short, dark guys.. haha oops.. anyway 1 time he was giving his testimony n wat a testi it was.. so after that i started noticing him loh.. chewah.. haha n slowly we got to know each other loh.. it's funny how we kept bumping into each other when we 1st met.. haha okok coz we were studying in the same school (spus) so the classes n dks we go to r in the same area loh.. so no surprise that we keep meeting each other.. anyway thanks to lisa who claims to be our matchmaker, n a whole lot of events, we eventually got together loh.. haha i still remember how lisa keep questioning me on how i feel bout jacob n all that.. somemore keep gving me that cheeky look everytime he's near.. haha thanks to her kepo-ness i started to realise that hey, maybe this guy really do like me.. anyway i've grown alot since the time i 1st met him.. those who know him should know how he is lah.. hehe well i learnt alot from him n i'm grateful that God has used him to help guide me to be more Christ like.. oh did i forget to mention that he's in kajang n i'm in klang? so now that i finished my alevels n he his stpm, we temporarily separated loh.. .. so sad.. .. oh well if God allowed us to meet (which btw was through many many coinsidence that we both end up in tarc, too many that it just has to be God's plan) i know everything will turn out for the best coz it's in God's hand. amen

long john silvers

2006-03-17T10:23:00.000+08:00

i wanna take this advantage to advertise long john silver's.. there u can c the cup saying "long.. .." ok nvm, just know that i was there lah.. can c my pretty face is wat matters rite?!! haha i'm so vain.. anyway their fries the best ok!! so wat r u waiting for? drop by ur nearest john yang panjang dan perak today!! weird name hoh.. .. i wouldn't name my restaurant that leh.. hmm if i were to own my own fast food outlet, it would be called CHICKEN KITCHEN!! cool leh? haha my restaurant must have chicken on all the pages of the menu (sorry for those vegetarians ya)

change is good

2006-03-15T11:52:00.000+08:00

i dono y but i just feel like using blogspot instead of friendster blog.. haha oh well change is good rite?