wat's next..?

if ur wondering wat exactly am i doing now n where am i going next to study, don ask, just read the following.. haha i dono explain to how many ppl d.. lazy to explain somemore..
alright, i finished my alevels in tarc last year.. my results came out when i was in glo.. haha i was too kan chiong to call my fren so jacob called alex.. n guess wat, i forgot my candidate no. but i know i'm 2,3 seats behind alex lah.. as they were talking, jacob was showing this serious face n said some stuff which by now i forgot d lah!! but the word "fail" really caught my attention loh!! i was like wat?!?! oh no must be my chem failed!! ceh rupanya it wasn't me, it was the girl behind me punya results.. phew.. er i feel sorry for her though.. well my real results was oklah, just wish my chem got better.. don wanna say wat i got for chem!! :P
ok after glo was cny so no time to go col/uni hunting.. n those who know me well would know that i wanted to be a vet.. so i went upm to ask loh.. went all the way there, they said application for alevel student closed d.. .. .. .. n the closing date was during cny.. .. .. .. i have nothing more to say bout that.. so my cita-cita to become a vet terhancur d, so sad.. .. at least if i applied, still got abit abit of hope.. .. haih.. ..
anyway after upm we went to utar n i applied for bio med/tech/chem.. so i balik n waited n waited for them to send me acceptance letter.. oh dot also applied so when she got in, she told me so n i was like.. .. wait, i applied earlier than her but i didn't get in!! cis!! so that day when chen li n ju g. came down klang we went utar together n the lady said my application pending due to my chem.. .. oklah i got D for my chem, but the minimum requirement is pass mah!! y cannot accept me!?! they said have to wait for stpm results to come out n then i compete for place with them.. so i'm gonna call them up again next week to c the progress.. nvm.. .. .. so the lady was suggesting y not i go study psychology instead? then as she was explaining the job opportunities, she mentioned bout can work in church also.. then hazel cut in to say oh can become youth worker!! hmm should i? we need a counselor in our yf anyway.. .. so tambah now i more confused in wat i wanna study.. btw yesterday i found out that esther tang also got into utar d.. ..
anyway i believe everything happens for a reason n that only God knows the reason.. so i'm thinking now y did God allow this to happen.. is it that He wants me to study something else? somewhere else? oh now that i'm working as a clerk, my mum encouraging me to study business admin.. she also encourage me to study eng, become eng teacher.. n a few of the aunties in church encouraging me to take nursing.. ah my head very luan ah!!
so next time u c me, don ask wat i'm planning to study n where.. coz i also dono.. .. .. if u ask n i scold u, don blame me ah!!