1) my primary school friend, kuan tat just passed away this morn.. last night i got a call from kian heng saying that it might be his last night.. so shang ping, him n i went to arunamari to c him for the last time.. he was in a comma with all his family members around.. he looked so thin n pale.. to those who dono him, he's been having some kind of sickness that bound him to the wheelchair ever since young.. he used to be so chubby n dark.. haih i'm so disappointed in myself that i didn't do my part as a believer to speak to him bout Christ.. i just hope n pray that God will have mercy on his soul..
2) mr koh's condition is not getting any better.. personally i've alr accepted the fact that, hey it might be God's will to take him home any time now.. so i'm sorta expecting him to go soon instead of miraculously recovering.. but then i realised that day that i'm either thinking this way or m i lacking of faith.. whatever it is, i'm sad coz mr koh's such a great man n his family's really down..
3) my mum has been having cramps/spasm/whatever u call it on her legs.. there, u know when u sit cross legged for long n when u get up u can feel ur blood rushing through ur legs? something like that lah, just that she feels much more pain.. whenever she moves her legs, even just a bit, she'll feel the pain.. haih, everytime it happens i would feel so useless that i cant do anything to help ease her pain.. but don worry, according to the dr this is not alarming coz it's part of her recovery.. pray that she'll be able to bear the pain
4) jacob's upper left thigh has been giving him problems for the past month.. i'm not sure wat's wrong with it, heck, he's not even sure himself.. anyway it hurts really really bad whenever he moves his leg, but now the pain's getting worse.. even when he's lying down n not moving, his leg still aches really bad.. so since his left legs's not working normally, he's been using his right legs more.. just saw him that day n it's really obvious that his right legs's more muscular than his left!! wat worries me is the pain he feels sometimes is unbearable, n i'm here in klang not able to do anything.. haih i feel like such a bad gf.. .. .. well my mum needs me more at home mah.. all i can do now is comfort him through the phone..
em.. .. .. ya so that's it.. i have 4 reasons to be sad.. y? not enough reasons ah?! well i guess it's good that i'm feeling down coz.. ..
"Blessed are the poor in spirit, for theirs is the kingdom of heaven.
Blessed are those who mourn, for they will be comforted."
hear that? i'm blessed!! (i'm so sad, have to consol myself until lidat.. .. .. -_-")
3 comments:
well,i really gone through a lot of things ever since after A-level.
Grandma passing away, my sis-in-law miscarriage.. it all happens so suddenly and in chain and it seems like it is not going to stop... people going away everywhere.. it is heartaching to see that but what we can do is cheer up a bit and bring those left behind to continue on. The more cheering we are, sickness and so on will went off faster and harder for satan to get in. Somemore, when I m sick, when I saw the people I most love are beside me, it gives me the urge to get better and i did. Not just praying will do...because I'd made a mistake about that...
so all I want to say is cheer up and gambate.
Jacob, maybe the nerve and vessels aren't going well... a massage wil help(maybe u have already think of this) and also exercise. Making a phone call will do ya..
Wish you well
hey thanks alot rach.. now can any1 tell me wat's wrong with my tag?? seems like i have to log in or something.. koko peanut? mark??anybody??
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